Could this be my AF?

[Mum2bewaiting]

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Would u be able to see someone else?

 

[bevan88]

to be honest im just ranting, if i called my gp surgery tomrrow morning they would see me the same day and examine me. I just cant see the point, theres not alot they can do for me i dont have an infection epac said all looked o.k and i have a scan at hosp for pains in abdo tomrrow. so really theres not alot to it.

I dont want to go to gps with what could just be a messy first period cause then id feel even more of an idiot than i already do.

Iam notin agony just not 100% and know something is just not as it should be.

But when a gyny dr scans you and says all o.k you kinda feel like an idiot for doubting them!

I dunnon guess im just gonna have to wait it out again and hopefully it will stop before the weekend.

My logical plan of action is to have scan tomorrow and rule out other causes for pains!

Then if still cramping and bleeding by Thursday go to see GP!

Id like to get back to work before the week is out, am hoping am just having a relapse with the bleeding and clottiing and it really is just my first period and im just very sensitive and anxious about it all!

 

[Mum2bewaiting]

Aww,
try not to be so hard on yourself, u will get there

 

[bevan88]

UPDATE

Yet again i feel i have done my self an injustice by doubting myself and thinking everything was in my head lol.

Went for the full abdo and pelvic ulltrasound today. wasnt expecting anything just to be told all looks o.k go back to your gp if you are still have pains.

BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOO..

I GET THIS... you have a couple of cysts on your spleen? Iam doubt they are the cause of your pain probs just incidental we found them........

You will need to go back to your gps and they will discuss our findings with you and discuss further tests as the ultrasound is no good for checking the lining of your stomach or bowel inflamation?????

I got preganat, quit smoking had a long drawn out miscarage and now this! so i hvae to wait until next friday to see gp--- i assume by there being no urgency that its no real biggie for the medical proffesion.

I cant help wonder though whats coming next lol its past the point of stupid now.

I JUST KNEW IT THOUGH I KNEW SOMETHING WASNT RIGHT, EVEN IF ITS NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT I KNEW THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG!

I just kinda worry that he found other things too as he took a heck of a lot of photos on the right hand side more than my left! and my spleen is in the left?

Any how rant over, i am going back to work tomorrow full time!!! and plan to get on with things as best i can. At least im not crazy!

This little Angel of mine has certainly given me a wake up call about something and i plan to stay open and listen now!

Fingers crossed my GP says nothing to worry about and between now and then all my pains go away!

 

[lolly25]

OMG hun youve been throu it and back again. You were right about something not being right, but im glad u got some answers and fx'd this can easily be sorted for you, did they give you any pain medication x x
Keep us posted x x x take care huni

 

[SmileyShazza]

Oh Bevan I am so sorry you are having to go through all this. As if it isn't bad enough losing a baby and then having to go through all the related things afterwards but then having this to deal with too

I really hope that things calm down for you so you can at least get some kind of normality back and let the doctors investigate these latest findings. I do think we all should be given some kind of aftercare when we've gone through these things - being left really isn't very helpful to anyone, especially when you are having such extreme things happening like you have.

Sending you a massive

 

[bevan88]

thanks.

May sound odd but im kinda very calm again, think it may be shock or just my self defense kicking in again.

I feel very vindicated yet again that my gut instinct was right, just have to keep a lid on it till i get to find out what if any action is needed next week.

On a plus note my bleeding has slowed and the first AF is coming to an end and my pains arent too bad at the moment.

So at least i can try and rebuild again.

 

[Mum2bewaiting]