Crappy appointment with RE today. Sad, sad, sad

[latestarter]

Hi guys,

I finally had an appointment with my RE today after my IVF cycle was cancelled mid February.

It was confusing.

My cycle was canceled because my E2 levels were out of the water on my first blood test. I had more follicles than I started with,(started with 12, and after 3 days of stims I had about 17) but about 4 of them were already too big, and the others were all growing at different rates. The Dr. who did the ultrasound (not my RE, but another one) said that she thought my ovaries could do much better, that they would put me on BCP's first to calm the ovaries down, and adjust the protocol since I was over reacting to the drugs. Even though my cycle was cancelled, I felt positive that IVF would work, and that I would respond well to it on a different protocol.

My RE had a different take today. She was concerned that the other follicles were not growing and wasn't sure that changing the drugs would make that any better. She said that we know how my ovaries respond to the drugs, and although there is some variation in cycles, with my age, and the history of failed IUI's she wasn't sure what would happen. But I keep thinking - that I hardly gave the little guys a chance to grow, since the other follies were sucking up all the meds and the cycle was stopped so early.

So, I'm going ahead with another try, but feeling really, really, really discouraged. Even when my first cycle was cancelled, the first RE said she thought I would respond better - but after my appointment today I'm not sure. Wondering if I'm wasting my money, time and heart.

Honestly not sure how much more disappointing news I can take, and really feel like just giving up.

Oh, and I'm now on the most aggressive protocol they offer - microdose flare.

Has anyone heard of it?

crap, crap, crap

 

[Mendy]

I'm sorry to hear u are feeling so crappy!!!

I do think u should go for another cycle though. You never know...every cycle is different, what if this upcoming cycle is the one that's meant to be for you?
Good luck, hun, hope it all works out.

 

[Mrs T]

Dont give up, you should try a 2nd cycle.
Good luck.... and keep positive

 

[maz]

I did a quick search for you and found this. Don't know if this makes sense to you, but if you have questions make sure you phone your RE.

https://www.dfwivf.com/acrobat/microflareprotocol.pdf

My friend had a similar protocol to this when she went for her ICSI. She had to delay the start of her AF to bring her cycle in line with the slots for EC at the clinic and then she had to take meds to stop her from ovulating spontaneously. She wasn't expected to produce many eggs, which is why they didn't suppress her own hormone production, but boosted it with Gonal-F. Hope that makes some sense.

 

[latestarter]

Thanks guys,

I've called my RE and left her a message. I just don't feel good about this protocol in my situation, and I want her to clarify things for me.

I'm not doing an IUI this cycle. Taking a break and going to concentrate on the next IVF cycle.

 

[vineyard]

Thanks guys,

I've called my RE and left her a message. I just don't feel good about this protocol in my situation, and I want her to clarify things for me.

I'm not doing an IUI this cycle. Taking a break and going to concentrate on the next IVF cycle.

I think that's a great plan. I hope you start feeling more positive about things. I am definitely sending positive thoughts your way!!!