Wannadance
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I really need to talk to someone that might have been through the same experience. I have a babygirl, 2 months old. After we came home from the hospital something just triggered in me. I got this panicattack and a strong anxiety. The days passed by and it more and more felt as if I was living in another world. A nightmare. Im so scared of myself I cant even look myself in the mirror!
I dont have any problems loving my child. It just feels like something changed in my head and everything feels so surreal. I cant eat cuz Im so scared all the time. Its like my brain have gotten so active, I just CANT stop thinking. And the thoughts scare the shit out of me. I feel like Im hunted, like something bad is gonna happen although I know its just anxiety. I see a pshyciatrist and there is no psychosis or depression but they think this is much connected to my mums suicide when I was a litte girl. I get medication but I just feel so weird. I analzye everything. Why do we live and how do we know we are really here? I really feel like Im going crazy. Has anyone experienced this and gotten out of it? I cant live like this forever!
I dont have any problems loving my child. It just feels like something changed in my head and everything feels so surreal. I cant eat cuz Im so scared all the time. Its like my brain have gotten so active, I just CANT stop thinking. And the thoughts scare the shit out of me. I feel like Im hunted, like something bad is gonna happen although I know its just anxiety. I see a pshyciatrist and there is no psychosis or depression but they think this is much connected to my mums suicide when I was a litte girl. I get medication but I just feel so weird. I analzye everything. Why do we live and how do we know we are really here? I really feel like Im going crazy. Has anyone experienced this and gotten out of it? I cant live like this forever!