Cyber Cycle Sisters! ---- 2 BFPs again this month, we are on a roll sisters!!

[Lolly W]

I don't know that much about chemicals if I'm honest. I think my line is very feint considering af is due tomorrow. I'm also still getting bfns on the ic tests. If this is my bfp (not sure when I'll start believing it) it's tinged with a hell of a lot of fear. I just don't think I could cope with a third failed pregnancy and the thought of losing another baby makes me feel sick.

I drank at least 4 glasses of wine last night and shared two cocktail pitchers with 3 other girls so that can't be good. I'm like a paranoid freak this afternoon!

 

[hb1]

OMG

Lolly - that's a luuuuuurrrvley line

You would be worrying like this whenever you got your bfp - and seriously - I doubt there would be any harm to the bean from a little drinking!!! what a lovely way to start the weekend!!!

hx

 

[Lolly W]

I told you girls before I rang my oh! I thought that would make you laugh

 

[kanga]

CONGRATS LOLLY!!!

that definitely looks like a bfp, fantastic!

are you celebrating tonight? xx

 

[Beadette]

Congrats lolly xx

 

[Lolly W]

I don't know about celebrating as I feel more worried than I thought I would. I can't let myself get excited at all as, on top of the usual miscarriage panic, I've been so bad the last couple of weeks. I've been taking my folic acid but that's about it in terms of a healthy lifestyle.

I can honestly say I didn't think I'd get my bfp so soon so I've been boozing and even had a few cigarettes last weekend on oh's birthday. I can't believe the wonderful moment getting my bfp was spent hungover having just scoffed a Big Mac Meal!

I'm feeling really ashamed of myself.

 

[the_key2005]

Arghh!!! congratulations Lolly , I def agree with all the other girls its definitely a . Omg I was gone for lunch and only got back and there is fab news, thats so wonderful. You've made my Friday, am going to get some chocolate to celebrate.
Ohh and as for tellign us girls before OH teehee!! you naughty girl. My DH is always on about how much I tell my sisters everything even before him teehee!! but they will never get it will they teehee!! Congrats to you both.
Kanga Kudos on the new thread heading, love it.

 

[Lolly W]

Awwwww, I love the heading update! I just hope I can send you some of my luck - we all deserve a bit!

Thank you for sharing my news xx

 

[kanga]

Don't worry about the lifestyle, that was your last blow out for 8m, and it sounds like you made the most if it. I don't think much crosses the placenta anyway in the 1st 4 weeks (or even if the placenta is made yet), so pick up on the vits now and you'll be fine

We all have our f'xd for you that its a sticky one, and we look forward to sharing your journey!

So that's one bfp in one month! I recks, being a realist and all, that we'll get one a month, so thats our target girls! Who will be joining Lolly next month ?!

 

[Dannib247]

awww lolly im soooo chuffed for you!!! yey!!! congratulations hun!! thats a lovely bfp i must say !! YEY!!!! xxx and dont worry about the alcohol and ciggies and ..big mac(lol) what will be will be and theres nothing you can do to change it so yey heres to a h+h 9 months chick youve made my day xx

 

[Lolly W]

Thank you everyone, I still can't believe it.

I've already made an appointment with my GP for Monday afternoon. It's my first visit to this Gp as we've recently moved to the area. I'm hoping they will be understanding of my situation but it's hard as my old GP was so great. We had a real rapport and he knew all about our previous problems. I guess all I can do is sit down and try and explain how I'm feeling - hoping they will refer me for an early reassurance scan in a month or so.

Please let this be 3rd time lucky.

 

[Lolly W]

I know I'm very premature with my ticker and status but I'm trying to sell myself the idea as I still can't believe it!

Oh has gone to buy some logs so that we can cosy up in front of the fire tonight. Thai green curry is on the menu so it looks like a lovely Friday night ahead. What are you girls up to?

x

 

[mrsG5]

Its so nice having some good news. Just started to rain here so I cosy fire sounds bliss. Best of luck xx

 

[kanga]

I've got friends round for dinner tonight - Chicken Basque on the menu. May also get a fire going, it is currently raining!

hi MrsG, would you like to join our crazy gang?! we're all around CD -1 to 3ish, and are 28 day girls x

 

[hb1]

Hey Queenie - are you testing again in the morning??

 

[QueenieMurphy]

No HB1 (makes me laugh - I know you're Helen but can't stop calling you HB1!!). I did a test this morning and its a barely there line. I think I've def had a chemical. Tonight I am getting some CM with a brown tinge - sorry that is TMI and so gross - so hopefully AF tomorrow - only 2 days late. I'm glad as didn't want to be left behind by my cyber cyclers!!!

Had a really good night out with my OH tonight, talked about TTC and both of us feeling positive that we will get there one day, even if we only end up having one little and not the 3/or 4 that we'd like we'll get there hopefully!!(also was telling him about my fellow cyclers and Lollys BFP!!!!)

Lolly - have just read back and hope I didn't upset/worry you talking about my hpt lines straight after you showed your pic - I shouldn't have done that but I just wanted to totally reassure you that that is a fantastic line that you've got there and nothing like my faint positives!!!

Better go - very tipsy and need cup of tea pyjamas and bed

Night night CCS's xxx

 

[hb1]

Oh Queenie - I do hope it's a true BFP ..but you know your body - hang in there - if you feel the need to rant about it all we're here!! At least you're feeling positive - and I doubt you'll finish at 1 once you get there!!

hx

 

[QueenieMurphy]

Thanks HB - proper brown spotting now though - horrid, counting this as CD1. Am not going to test till AF 3 days late in future I think, I'd rather not know about a CP.

Awful morning - boiler broken, no hot water and cant get anyone round to fix it and have to go to lunch with the In Laws - they're fine as In Laws go but we only saw them two weeks ago and it feels a bit soon!!!!!!

Now am taking my EPO again, am also going to take maca this month - been reading a thread on it in TTC. Tim has been taking it for 6 months - he had low motility- and his sperm is now seriously super sperm - the doctor couldnt believe the improvement. I didn't realise women could take it too though till I read that thread. I also take pregnacare, vitamin C and omega 3. Is there anything else anyone can recommend? Especially for getting a sticky??????????

Also am going to Rome in 2 and a half weeks(looking on bright side at least I now don't have to worry about going on a plane and drinking etc)and I want to lose few pounds for that so total healthy eating and exercise till then.

So am full of PMA and raring to go this cycle.

Girls, 1 down 7 to go - by the time Lolly has her baby hopefully we'll all be pregnant!!!

Hope you're all having good weekends, I'm off for a cold shower and then to the In Laws xxxxxxxxx

 

[the_key2005]

Loving the PMA Queenie. Hope lunch with the in laws goes well. Catch up with the rest of you ladies later.

 

[hb1]

Hope everyone's good

Lolly - how's the bean coming on?

Queenie - how you doing lady? have you got af at all?

I am going back in to the fray tomorrow - cd8 so doing sperm meets egg plan

am on EPO so fxd that helps!! Have looked up Maca Queenie - gotta get me some I think - although I know it wouldn't help this cycle if I'm still floundering in a couple of mths then at least I'll know oh is super charged!! and me of course!! Going to holland & barratt when I'm not booked in with oh on Tuesday

hx