Dealing after an emergancy c-section?

[mummytobexxx]

Hiya everyone, i had my beautiful little girl 3 weeks ago but im still finding it hard coping with the fact that i had to be put to sleep and missed everything. And also the scary experience that i went through when her heartbeat dropped and all the doctors and midwifes rushed in and rushed me off from my family makes me cry thinking about it. I cry when i see things on telly about giving birth, because i didnt get to do it, and i missed out on her first hour of life and i didnt get feeling of first holding her and being really emotional and crying with happiness, just what id be been dreaming of all the 9 month because i was too doped up and weak, has anyone else been put to sleep for a c-section? and did you feel the same?

 

[MrS. MaBrEy]

trying posting in the postpardum section hun, this area is for birth stories, so most just come to hear about births! hope that helps you get some replies/support!

 

[mummytobexxx]

thanks xx