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Beautiful post!!!! So inspiring..My AF about to arrive so I am feeling down.all the feelings you are feeling I feel too.So beautifully written.No matter how we get our BFP's having the courage is the most important thing.All the best...
I couldn't have said it better myself. We have a box with a few baby items in it because we were like you. We thought it would be quick and then we thought the clomid would work. We haven't even opened the box to get rid of these things yet because it is too painful right now. I went through that same epiphany you are now going through. I wanted to conceive our child with my husband in our bed. That looks to be a remote possibility now.
I am just glad that there is a place I can turn to where I can vent these frustrations and you ladies completely understand. I don't feel alone here like I do in the "real world." I'm like you...so thankful that God placed my husband in my life to go through these trials with. I couldn't have asked for anyone better than him.
Your post has moved me to tears...something that I haven't allowed myself to do as of late. But thank you. I needed it.
I totally understand! I never did buy any baby stuff but I would enjoy looking at stuff in the store with my hubby and pick and talk about what we would buy and make the room look like. It has been 12 months of actively trying but 5 months before that not preventing and with all of my close friends ( 4 of them, all a moth behind each other) now all prego (sure makes hanging out and going book club meetings really depressing when i have to put on a smile and listen to all the joy they are feeling, and I'm sooo happy for them but at same time want to cry so hard) My dr will be putting me on meds I'm sure once i go to my next week appt. like we talked about on my last appt if af showed up again this month, and she did yesterday But today I had a few glasses of wine and some caramels once I got off from my shift (I work night shift at the base) I know we have not been trying as long as some but its still hard as hell when that time of the month rolls in and you go back to square one. But your post really said it all, its what my hubby and I have been feeling and thinking. I don't post much b/c I'm not the best at writing things out, but I read posts all the time. Its hard for me to talk about it but sometimes just seeing that others feel and think the same as what I'm thinking helps. I'm a 11 year vet as an Air Force cop so I'm programed not to show emotion in front of others and it feels good sometimes to just read, but the wine made me want to type out feelings today Good luck to you, your post really helped me today I want you to know this and I thank you for that.
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