Denial!!!!!!!!!!!

[jacky24]

I went to the gyni on thursday... as i am tomorrow 2weeks late... and been having some nausea and i have got the worst flu....
Been vomiting since friday... meat tastes horrible, almost like eating dirt.....
Gyni has arranged for me to have a blood test done but i refused....as i had a huge as he said i look like im in early stages of pregnancy......
I have been on alot of medication.. muscle relaxers and alot of pain killers and my antidepressants......

Am i in DENIAL??????
With the thought of it can't be?????

 

[celine]

Jacky...if you test then you will know for sure...

 

[jacky24]

Jacky...if you test then you will know for sure...

The thing is i could actually be... But my mind has played so many tricks on me lately.... Will probably have test done when i go to the doctor... maby tomorrow as i need something for this HEAD FLU of mine....

I just don't think it can be... I had period pains 2weeks ago with no not even a spot, bad ones... but at the moment tons of Creamy CM....

Thinking 100% mind playing tricks on me.....

 

[Redfraggle]

You test when you are ready hun, but if you are on a lot of medication then it would probably make sense to try and do it sooner. Just in case. If you are right at least you won't have any doubts playing on your mind. Best of luck though.

 

[polo_princess]

Hun i think you should do a test, just to put your mind at ease rather than driving yourself nuts

 

[WW1]

It's really hard, isn't it! You don't want to go mad but at the same time, seeing a after a glimmer of hope is devastating.

My advice would be to test so you don't drive yourself insane but only you can make the decision. I'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed it's a

 

[tansey]

 

[littlestar]

I just don't think it can be... I had period pains 2weeks ago with no not even a spot, bad ones... but at the moment tons of Creamy CM....

Really thick creamy CM was one of my pregnancy symptoms, with AF pains, i had af pains right up to 9 weeks!

it's the only way you will know honey!

 

[jonnanne3]

Oh Jacky, you just need to test. It will put your mind at rest and you will know for sure. Please go test. I pray you get the answer you want soon! Thinking of you! I hope you feel better.

 

[wantababybump]

Really hoping this is it for you Jacky...I will keep you in my thoughts! xx

 

[Sambatiki]

hun you really should test just incase the meds you are taking arent suitable in pregnancy.

Im keeping my fingers crossed over here for you! Good luck xxxx

 

[princess_bump]

honey, i no we've never spoken properly on here, but i've often seen your threads and followed your story, and i just wanted to say i really really hope this is it for you and you are always in my thoughts x xx

 

[celine]

Jax any updates?

 

[jacky24]

I havn't tested yet.... Flu kinda gone over night... BUT i have stopped all my medications.... and smoking almost nothing as i get all when i do smoke.... I promised OH we will wait until im 1 month late... and if my boobs get any bigger we will test sooner.

I think it might just be my mind playing games, but the 3times a night bladder overflowing a night is becoming a pain....

BUT I HAVE HAD ALL THESE SYMPTOMS BEFORE *ACCEPT VOMITTING* WICH I HAVE NOW BEFORE.. AND I GOT ... SO I AM FOR SURE IN DENIAL.... SO EITHER OR ..... WE WILL TEST THE 24TH OF MEI

 

[jonnanne3]

The 24th? Wow you have some serious will power! I am proud of you for showing great strength! Thinking of you! Sorry you are still feeling poorly!

 

[BizyBee]

Hope you feel better soon and you get fabulous news on the 24th. Good luck.

 

[celine]

24th? but thats so far!! I have a good mind to come fly out to you and follow you around with a peestick!!

 

[princess_bump]

wishing you so much luck honey x x x

 

[chefamy1122]

oooooh GOOD LUCK!!!!

 

[jacky24]

24th? but thats so far!! I have a good mind to come fly out to you and follow you around with a peestick!!

Well i have had my face in the LOO again today..... I don't know what's up... ..
And i watched Greys Anatomy last night... OMG i cried so much and very HIGH sex drive.....