Devastated

[chica]

I can't breathe because I'm crying so hard, This morning at about 4.15 I had a horrible heavy bleed with huge clots, it was awful, I couldn't bring myself to root around in the toilet to examine the clots, as I was in such shock and devastation. And now the thought of having flushed my baby away is killing me.

I don't know what to do, I can't get a scan as I rang the midwife and they don't scan on Sundays.. so I'm in limbo. I just feel so useless, this is my second mc. I'm heartbroken.

 

[cherylanne]

Oh hun i'm so so sorry for your loss. I don't really know what to say to you except i know how hard it is going through the physical effects and you should rest and call the hospital back tomorrrow to get a scan.

Emotionally you must be all over the place, let yourself cry and grieve for your loss.

Again i'm so sorry, my thoughts are with you. Let us know how your getting on in a couple of days and if you get a scan sorted.

Hugs to you hunni xxx

 

[chica]

Thank you Cherylanne, I just can't stop crying, it was my worst nightmare for this to happen again and further down the line. I really thought this was it after months of trying. Thank you for your kind words.

 

[Rumpskin]

Oh my darling, I am so so very sorry.

Do you have anyone with you at the moment to support you.

My thoughts are with you at this very difficult time. xxx

 

[chica]

Thank you, DH will be home in a while, I sent him out to get me some pads for the bleeding. I appreciate your support so much.

 

[leedsforever]

I cannot imagine what your going through.... my heart goes out to you

 

[bigbelly2]

come on here and talk to us all if it helps, i know how devestating it is and how numbing it can make you feel...it is nothing you could have done hun unfortunately god works in mysterious ways, may the angels watch over and look after you both always

h x

 

[Hevz]

Aww babe. I'm so sorry

 

[Barneyboo]

I am so sorry my thougts are with you and your DH x x x x

 

[NickyT75]

Just wanted to say sorry hun & let you know I am here if you want to talk there is nothing anyone can say to make you feel better right now but just know you are not alone xx

 

[doctordeesmrs]

So sorry

 

[xxxjacxxx]

My thoughs are with you and your OH at this awful time.
Ive been through this, twice on the run and it is so utterly cruel.

Take the time to cry and grieve and come back when you are ready to

 

[JemmaD]

Im so sorry hun im in the same boat as you i started clotting at 7am this moring i didnt leave the bathroom untill gone 9 mail me if you need anyone to talk to xxxxxxxx

 

[Loo]

I am so sorry for your loss sweetheart. Don't feel guilty about flushing the toilet, there was nothing else you could do.

 

[Jemma_x]

Aww, im so sorry for your loss hun, i know how it feels. If you ever want to talk im here x

 

[LaDY]

So sorry hunny...lots of love xxx

 

[jaccib]

Soooo sorry. Same happened to me 2 weeks ago...I was on holiday in France as well. Know what you are going through.......thoughts are with you. Be strong. Look after yourself.xxx

 

[buffycat]

i really wish i could take this pain away from you and i know that this is such a heartbreaking time as well.

To have that special feeling to be ripped away is so cruel and unfair. Having tried fro so long myself, the pain was beyond words.....

take some time for oh and yourself...you need to grieve and handle this in your own way....i'm here to talk to if you want to pm too...

lots of

 

[Logiebear]

First of all let me give you this

Have you been to the hospital today hun? If so, how did it go?

 

[Marg_27]

so sorry
Thinkin of u x