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[louimum]

mine was weeping the other night but seems loads better now. my af seems to be fading also thank god. its been so heavy n uncomfortable.but im sure thats totally normal.
god your story scares me hun. im dreading after my next op they will tell me im still broke ( i know ther is nothin i can do but wait until sept. its all so hard isnt it. i keep tellin myself he wouldnt bother givin me op if he didnt think i had a chance!! im trying the pma lol. but look at your ops etc. im scared (
sorry if i have been mithering u hun. how r u feelin about ur ivf? xxxxx

 

[wanabeamama]

Don't worry yourself I have severe endo even my doctor was supprised at how quick it came back its very uncommon for that to happen there would be a chance that I could get pregnant now after my last op but as it came back so quick the first time he didn't want to take the risk.
You will be fine if your doctor is very positive that's great Also if he can actually see the cause of why your not getting pregnant then I can be fixed but with mine be ause o the endo it increases eastrogen levels and I was ovulating very early cd10 the eggs didn't have time to mature and my uterus wasn't hostile for an embi to implant.
It sou fs like your doctor knows what he's doing you will be just fine and don't apologise I told you, any questions I'm here

 

[louimum]

thanks for your support hun. how r u feeling?
ive got my letter from hosp. basically stating how bad my adhesions are. my tummy is stuck to my cs scar. then my tubes are totally plastered to my ovaries and my ovaries are covered iin thin adhesions also. my tubes are clear tho.
he says my options are surgery or "contemplating ivf" god knows wot that means cos we cant get it. ive literally got to pray this surgery will work xxx

 

[wanabeamama]

Hey sweetie how are you? I've been trying to if d this thread for weeks
I think when he said contemplating ivf may be because after the surgery you might not need it I pray you don't also you can apply to your pc trust they review individual cases sometimes they may offer to cover the medication that can cost £3000 plus
Or there is egg sharing etc I know it's not ideal but it's an option that I hope you won't need

 

[louimum]

heyyyyy babe how are you????? i thought ya had forgot about me lol.
im still stressing haha. its just my nature to get worked up. ive got 3weeks left to wait. its dragginggggg (
to be honest im more worked up at the min about the actual op itself and not the results. i cant think that far yet. i was the same before my lap. had never been put asleep before and it really scares me.
how are you? ivf soon yeahhhhhh )

 

[wanabeamama]

Pleas don't worrie about your op it's more uncomfortable than anything else you hav so much pain meds you won feel anny pain it's the first 4 days at the wors but the quicker you get moving about the better as hard as it is. Make sure ou speak with the surgeon before and stress your concerns and how important your fertility is he will ake sure he does all he can to preserve you

I'm so glad I found you again wow 3 weeks tha will fly by it seems 2 min since we were saying 3 months

Yes we start he ivf in 4 weeks I'm getting very scared it seems lots of things keep popping up for arround the time we will be doing the ivf and my staf all hav holidays booked September october so I'm stressing about coping at work if I need to be at the hospital and various other things coming up I just don't want any stress

 

[louimum]

god i know hun the last thing u need to be stressin over is work whilst doin ivf. ia there no way you could book a bit of time off etc??
although workin may help you to take your mind off things.
yes 3week tomoz agggg. it feels to have totally dragged for me.im countin down the days lol. i just pray every day the op will be a success for us hun xxxxc

 

[wanabeamama]

Well I'm hopefully going to have the week from ET off but can take any off before that I have staff on there holidays there are only 4 of us full time and one will be going on mat leave first week of October arround the time I will be doing ET

I have every faith that your op will work

 

[louimum]

please keep me posted how u get on huni. im sending total positive vibes your way )
if your anythin like me im sure you will be glad when its all bloody over and done with. i feel like infertility has put my life on hold. always waitin for next appointment next bit of news from docs etc. i wouldnt wish this on anyone. all the while people around me are gettin preg so easy and takin it for granted xxxxxx

 

[wanabeamama]

Thank you and I will send positive vibes your way too
I feel exactly the same it's like the last 3 years have been a blur and all about ttc I can't concentrate on anything else but ttc.
I just wish we could get our dream and move on with life, if we can concur fertility we can do anything

 

[wanabeamama]

Omg how did your op go:hgs: I really hope your ok

 

[louimum]

hey sweetie thanks for ur message. how are u feeling? excited for your ivf??
im doing really well thank you. waas sooooo nervous before the laparotomy but i sailed through it. i was even allowed home after 24hrs instead of 3days. im now nearly 2week post op and the pain is gettin loads bettter everyday. im still very tired tho. was you like this? my cons seemed really positive that he got all my scar tissue. he said ive a 50/50 chance of it all growing back tho ( he is puttin me on clomid in a few months so ive just gotta try n stay positive hoping its worked. dont know what his plan will be for me if i dont get preg soon. cos i cant get ivf due to post code etc (

 

[wanabeamama]

Hey sweetie I'm so glad it went well yes I was very tired for a long time

Yes endo usually always comes back mine came back within 3 months the first time but this Time I took northisterone it's a progesterone pill to help keep the endo away so I'm hoping it will work. so glad your ok

 

[louimum]

thats the weird thing hun. i dont have endo my problem was adhesions. my surgeon said even if i did get some more adhesions from the surgery it wouldnt be as bad as it was before hand. there was absolutly no chance i would have ever got preg. ive just had my 1st af since the op......omg painful!!!! isnt the tiredness strange.
how are you feeling with your upcommin ivf?? xxx

 

[wanabeamama]

I didn't know there were other types of adhesions my doc kept mentioning my adhesions said that the endo causes them, so what caused yours?

Aww I'm sorry af was so bad they usually are very heavy clott and painful after surgery as all the leftover crap is coming out too hot water bottle should do the trick

I'm doing ok the buserelin injections are making me feel like crap but that's a price I'm willing to pay I start stimming on thursday so the fun should start

 

[louimum]

for some reason my replies arent posting huni xxx

 

[louimum]

having a nightmare replying lol xxxx they havent really said what has caused me to be in such a mess. i had emcs 11yrs ago and got infection afterwards so that has been mentioned.
i just pray to god im fixed as we cant get ivf.
i used a hotwater bottle and scalded all my tummy as ive still no feeling there lol. but i didnt know it was burning me hehe!!!
how long was your recovery?? im 3weeks today and i do feel alot better now ive had my af. xxxx

 

[louimum]

i bet your on such an emotional rollercoaster starting the ivf huni. must be so exciting but scarey at the same time. xxx

 

[wanabeamama]

Hiya sweetie how are you feeling?

I had x2 embryos transferred yesterday and test day is 20th October it's been pretty un eventful so far we got 5 eggs and only 2 progressed so they put them both back no it's time to wait lol

 

[louimum]

hey huni how r things? sorry for the late reply ive had no internet. not long now )
so exciting i bet xxxx

ive just had my 2nd af since the op. got a bit depressed as it was 1st cycle since ttc again but still no bfp. silly i know!! fingers crossed for me soon xxxx