EmmaRea
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I'm supposed to be having my one-hour GTT here in the next few weeks. And I'm terrified.
I was a little bigger before conception. I'm 5'3". I lost weight at the end of first tri. My first midwife appt I was 203 lbs, went down to 195, and am now at 203 again in my 25th week. Bubs seems to be growing just fine, no indication he's too big or anything.
But we've been flat broke since the beginning of August, and so we both have been eating simple carbs (mostly pasta) and I do drink soda.
Am I just psyching myself out? I am scared that GD will make me feel like a failure. I want so badly to give birth naturally in the water, and I'm scared GD will jeopardize that.
So my question is, did anyone else out there feel the same way?
I was a little bigger before conception. I'm 5'3". I lost weight at the end of first tri. My first midwife appt I was 203 lbs, went down to 195, and am now at 203 again in my 25th week. Bubs seems to be growing just fine, no indication he's too big or anything.
But we've been flat broke since the beginning of August, and so we both have been eating simple carbs (mostly pasta) and I do drink soda.
Am I just psyching myself out? I am scared that GD will make me feel like a failure. I want so badly to give birth naturally in the water, and I'm scared GD will jeopardize that.
So my question is, did anyone else out there feel the same way?