Do you think Im obssessing???

[LoveChild]

Am I the only one that daydreams, plan, etc everything for "when" I get a BFP???

Like I have images in my head of me peeing on a stick and getting 2 lines!!!! Somehow I also believe it will never happen???

I also imagine telling DH and friends...have all these ideas in my head...

Am I alone on this??? Going crazy!??

 

[Kaede351]

You're not crazy babe, I used to think that. And when it did happen I couldn't speak... I cried... I couldn't stop shaking. It felt like the most amazing and scary thing in the world.

I just wish it hadn't ended badly. Now I've kinda tried to stop myself from thinking about it because not only does it make me think about how it went wrong before... but how petrified I am of it happening again :/

It doesn't stop me from looking throuhg any catalogue I can get my hands on picking out baby furniture and clothes haha. There is always the dream

XxX

 

[babygirlhall]

Am I the only one that daydreams, plan, etc everything for "when" I get a BFP???

Like I have images in my head of me peeing on a stick and getting 2 lines!!!! Somehow I also believe it will never happen???

I also imagine telling DH and friends...have all these ideas in my head...

Am I alone on this??? Going crazy!??

You sound normal to me hun! If your like this now just imagine when you do get your lol
Good luck

 

[Braven05]

I'm right there with you! I've sworn off anymore testing...now I may need to go to a support group to keep from doing it. I just can't keep doing this to myself. I am obsessed, I will admit it. Thats the first step to recovery, lol. Hopefully we'll get our BFPs soon so we can stop the madness!!

 

[LoveChild]

Ok. Thanks, now I feel a little better

 

[babyhopes2010]

you are obsessing along with 99% of women on ttc here.and me
Its natural xx
hope u get ur bfp xxx

 

[LoveChild]

I am so glad to hear I am not the only one.....I catch myself dreaming and imagining when I fiiiinally see 2 lines. I have to stop because it depresses me a bit

 

[Braven05]

Yeah I think I need a breather. I am stressing myself out wayyyy too much with this. I had no intention of becoming a crazy woman. Apparently I've never wanted anything this bad, so I didn't know how nutso I would be. No more testing and probably need a break from bnb too! So hard though....even though I'm insanely jealous I love seeing people get their BFPs.

 

[LoveChild]

Same here, I get the jealous side of me out when it is someone I know, but here, I LOVE seeing the BFP's, I think is because adds hope after reading all the loooong journeys.

 

[cerena]

Haha I'm the same. I used to think about it a lot, now it's every single day - almost like the pregnancy tests, going through pregnancy, giving birth and taking home a baby are in my mind at any given time!
I don't know if I'm just crazy and obsessed or it's my body telling me now's the optimal time to conceive? It's such a natural thing, we can blame it on our genetic makeup for giving us these emotions!

 

[Braven05]

Yeah, thanks a lot mother nature!