wantababybump
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I went to my doctors appt on monday but as soon as I got there and got registered the doctor called and told them to rebook all of his morning appts (mine was at 9am) because he was having car troubles or something. I got really upset because I have kids all day long (not mine) so I barely ever get a break and it's very hard for me to book time off. I had waited 4 wks for this appt and all of a sudden I had to wait longer...it already felt like an eternity...shawn just didnt understand why I was so upset because "its just a week" but I was because he isnt having the problem with his body..I am. I finally calmed down and decided that if he could make the appt for thursday(today) that we might be able to swing it because I didnt have 2 of my kids that day and I could just take the littlest one with us. Thats what we did.
This was the first time I met my new doctor that my friend reccommended and begged to take me on as a patient (he wasnt accepting new patients)...he was very nice, I liked him alot. He talked to me quite a while about my fertility and "what was up" and I told him about my periods are irregular, I had 2 miscarriages and its been 9 months of us trying. He understood and said I must be very frustrated with everything and it must be making my head hurt...boy is he right. He is sending me to a fertility specialist so I will talk to them about clomid or other options. He also gave me a blood requisition to get blood work done (there are 19 things checked off on it) he wants to check my hormones etc...pretty much everything he can and feels needs to be checked. He is also sending me for an ultrasound to check on my ovaries etc....My mom told me the other day that PCOS runs in my family. Perfect. He did my pap and breast exam today also. Im just glad something is finally going to get done. I can not wait to see that fertility specialist...im pretty sure it will be one of the best days of my life.
Another really good friend told me she was pregnant. I am so happy for her yet I feel a little jelous its not me. She has a daughter and has been trying for a little bit for another...but not very long, definitely not as long as me. She has had a miscarriage recently but always texts me about her pregnancy questions every single month and it hurts because she knew I was also trying so obviously if it wasnt working for me there is nothing I could tell her that would make it work for her other than what she was already doing. Like I said I am soooooo happy and ecstatic for her but I still have that ache in my heart when someone new (let it be friends or people Im not REALLY actually friends with...more of aquaintences I guess) tells me they are pregnant or I see it on their facebook status.
Every month that goes by it gets harder and harder...no matter how much I try and ignore my feelings they are still there and they start to raise to the surface more and more. I need a vacation...I need a break...I want a baby.
This was the first time I met my new doctor that my friend reccommended and begged to take me on as a patient (he wasnt accepting new patients)...he was very nice, I liked him alot. He talked to me quite a while about my fertility and "what was up" and I told him about my periods are irregular, I had 2 miscarriages and its been 9 months of us trying. He understood and said I must be very frustrated with everything and it must be making my head hurt...boy is he right. He is sending me to a fertility specialist so I will talk to them about clomid or other options. He also gave me a blood requisition to get blood work done (there are 19 things checked off on it) he wants to check my hormones etc...pretty much everything he can and feels needs to be checked. He is also sending me for an ultrasound to check on my ovaries etc....My mom told me the other day that PCOS runs in my family. Perfect. He did my pap and breast exam today also. Im just glad something is finally going to get done. I can not wait to see that fertility specialist...im pretty sure it will be one of the best days of my life.
Another really good friend told me she was pregnant. I am so happy for her yet I feel a little jelous its not me. She has a daughter and has been trying for a little bit for another...but not very long, definitely not as long as me. She has had a miscarriage recently but always texts me about her pregnancy questions every single month and it hurts because she knew I was also trying so obviously if it wasnt working for me there is nothing I could tell her that would make it work for her other than what she was already doing. Like I said I am soooooo happy and ecstatic for her but I still have that ache in my heart when someone new (let it be friends or people Im not REALLY actually friends with...more of aquaintences I guess) tells me they are pregnant or I see it on their facebook status.
Every month that goes by it gets harder and harder...no matter how much I try and ignore my feelings they are still there and they start to raise to the surface more and more. I need a vacation...I need a break...I want a baby.
BUT hopefully winter 2009/2010 or Spring 2010 WILL be a due date for a healthy bubs. My fingers are crossed for you and Shawn-come on healthy 
I so hope it is it for you! I am off to look at your chart now 
Im in complete disbelief!! But until I get a darker pos I will not be posting on the bfp boards. I seriously thought I was seeing things and made hubby look at it and he sees it too. No squinting...its just there. I dunno for sure but I sent Sam a pic of it and she can see it too!!! So im not imagining it lol 
wouldnt this be it...doctor refers me to a fertility clinic and I get pregnant. Gahh lol
