Just has a follow up yetserday after my lap and was given some more news about my uterus having a bit of a dip. Im high risk of having an ectopic, plus other stuff i cant even be bothered to go into. So now not only is it difficult to concieve it may be difficult once im preg.. i was so upset yesterday. Im so confused. One half of my head tells me its ok to be upset and to allow myself to cry etc etc. I havent once questioned why this has happened to me because i think 'why not me' some one has to make up the stats and it happens to be me this time. The other side of my brain says 'being infertile is not that bad,, there are lot of other things that can go wrong with my body that could affect my health and my everyday life' Being infertile or ttc withour much success is hard, emotional, stress ful but when things go wrong with the reproductive system its not life threathening. I have friends who have MS, cancer and i feel i shouldnt be this uspet and they may be looking at me thinking 'id rather be infertile than have MS or cancer' Does anyone else feel like me or am i the only weirdo?????????