I hate pumping. Im one of those people who likes to have a little extra for a rainy day, a stocked pantry and a plan. I am pumping EXACTLY what shes eating in a day no more, no less and I have a freezer full why am I stressed? I used to pump more than what she needed, 5 oz at a time and had 20 for the day I think my supply has regulated (I had oversupply in the beginning, so its just settled out now (4 months) and Ive returned to work 3 days a week) since Im now pumping 3-4 oz at a time. I know I should be thankful, that Im meeting her needs and some women cant pump at all or dont make enough. But Im consumed with the thought of what if my supply drops more? What if her consumption increases? What if I fail? I hate this. I love nursing, love love love it and the weekends and 2 days a week were together are heaven. But I detest my pump. And I know my stressing and attitude isnt helping, but I cant help it Taking Fenugreek as well, no major difference noted. Sorry for the kind of pointless post. Wanted to vent to those who might understand. I wish there was a support group for pumping moms!!! Signed, The crazy, overplanner, who should just accept what she is doing as ok.