Imalia
Missing my angel baby
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Because it hasn't for me. The pain and hurt and anger are still as fresh and raw as they were a year ago. I'd like to hear from someone, someone who is a year or more down the road, someone who isn't pregnant or had their rainbow baby, that it really does get any better or any easier.
I want a reason to believe there's a point to carry on. Not baseless optimism or blind faith, a real actual reason, because I'm not seeing one. I told everyone a year ago that was it, my last chance gone. Everyone said I was wrong, everyone told, assured and even promised me I was wrong. But I wasn't. I knew then just as I know now, there is no happy ending and no rainbow for me, this is just my life, as it is now, hurting and heartbroken and empty, forever.
I want a reason to believe there's a point to carry on. Not baseless optimism or blind faith, a real actual reason, because I'm not seeing one. I told everyone a year ago that was it, my last chance gone. Everyone said I was wrong, everyone told, assured and even promised me I was wrong. But I wasn't. I knew then just as I know now, there is no happy ending and no rainbow for me, this is just my life, as it is now, hurting and heartbroken and empty, forever.