Does the feeling ever go away

[millianaire]

Hi all I haven't been on here for a while trying to detox from negative thoughts and baby thoughts since I was last on I had another 2 miscarriages and then decided to come off clomid for a couple months I was on 100mg. Every day someone on fb giving birth getting married and basically getting the life I want.
The pain of me falling asleep crying is more than I can take anymore. My partner is so fed up of me talking about wanting one he gets frustrated and try's not to upset me but I can see it in his eyes he wants to tell me to shut up an 'it will happen one day babe' I'm so fed up of hearing it I want to cry a lot and pretend life is ok but the truth of the matter is I can't stop wanting it and was wondering if the pain ever goes away month to month when u realise again mur not pregnant an getting that ever more needing an urging feeling to be a mummy while ur friends an family all fall pregnant and moan around u?

If there's a light at the end of the tunnel I need to hear it now coz I'm crying way to much with no one to talk to

Sorry if I depressed anyone

 

[Prayerful]

Hi there! I'm coming up on two years TTC with no BFPs ever. I'm still optimistic at this point but I've definitely gone through my share of depression over infertility. This is not an easy road we are traveling by any means. It certainly helps to talk about it on these forums. We are all dealing with the same issues and deep desire to be mommys so we know exactly how you feel. I don't have any special words of wisdom for you... just know that you are not alone.

 

[heres_hoping]

As said above, no magic words of wisdom, j ust know you are not alone. Three years in total for me, 13 months trying again after losing our firsts son at 26weeks 18,months ago. It is so hard, so so hard, not to think about it 24/7 and to keep faith that we will be parents again. But, without hope, what do we have? I just try to distract myself as much as possible by making plans for the next few months assuming I won't be pregnant, ie I am not putting my life on hold any more than it already is.

 

[Mrs Jewksey]

Hi Millionaire

I've been TTC for over 2 years & the desire does not really get better until you get what you want.

However the times of sadness do become less. I now only get it around the time I am due on because I remember all my hopes dashed before.
And don't take facebook too much to heart. I actually completely deleted everything in my account out (By that I mean everything down to the slightest detail), changed the name, removed all my friends & then closed it.
That really helped me because I was barely going on it & when I did I just got upset anyway. Yet my female friend actually thinks its me that has the perfect life because my DH get involved in everything when needed, whereas hers just sits there.
I am far from having a perfect life, I tell you