The first one, I was pregnant with my second, a little boy. They tried to let me have a VBAC and my uterus started ripping from my EMCS. They refused to do another c-section. The little boy passed away in my tummy...
The second one was with my LO and I had given her up for adoption. I was visiting her and she came up to me saying, "Mama!" and the adoptive mother said, "No, Tori! That's NOT mama, that's Shannon. She will never be your mother."