Edie's Story, my pregnancy and birth journal copied from Facebook!

[Nadialew]

Lovely story to be told!

 

[Mrs Miggins]

Thank you! I hope you have a nice easy birth.

 

[SummersMummy]

Ohhhh
This is the most lovely detailed journal/story of a pregnancy experience!
Your DD is so pretty!!
Really have my fingers crossed for a to appear soon.
You really deserve it!

Fly high beautiful little angels,
I hope you're both up there playing like my 3 angels

All my love hun xx

 

[Mrs Miggins]

Thank you do much SummersMummy! Your little girl is beautiful too!

 

[SummersMummy]

How much did Edie weigh? She's so adorable in newborn pics xx

 

[Mrs Miggins]

She was 8lb 4. Dropped to 7 12 as I struggled to breast feed for a few days but gained it back reasonably quickly. I used to live near you, I lived in Huntingdon!

 

[SummersMummy]

That's a good weight! I love her little cheeks!
My DD was 9lb 6oz & had those adorable cheeks too.

Oh right! Huntingdon really isnt far away
I've been there a few times & DF took us for a drive to potentially get a house there.
He preferred Godmanchester unfortunately! Xx

 

[Mrs Miggins]

Godmanchester is much nicer! Some parts of Huntingdon are really nice and some are horrible. So sorry to hear you had 3 losses. Were they before you had your daughter?

 

[SummersMummy]

2 were before at 7+1 (July '08) and 8+3 (Sept' 08, which I unfortunately saw the little bubba too ) and 1 was unknown October last year whilst on depo jab ( ?+? never knew I was pregnant but was very early ). I ended up being rushed to a&e by ambulance, my immune system deteriorated, couldn't breathe properly, servere pain in my chest and passing out. Turns out I had inflammation around my heart because of a weak immune system that caused infection from the early mc...

 

[Mrs Miggins]

Gosh that must have been scary. So sorry you have been through 3. My 2 nearly broke me but thankfully I have my girl and she makes everything better.

 

[SummersMummy]

That's precisely what gets me through. my princess...
I still think about and miss my angel babies everyday.
And yeah, I still have days where I have a good cry but hey, I'm only human!

Unfortunately my DF doesn't want any more children.
I constantly yearn to be a mummy again, just 1 more time..
It hurts so bad that I'll only ever be a mummy to 1 forever and 3 angels.
And I know that sounds selfish of me but its how I feel.. xx

 

[Mrs Miggins]

It doesn't sound selfish at all. I'm coming to terms with the fact that I might struggle to have more children and be a mum to 1 and it's hard. I loved the whole pregnancy, birth and baby experience so much I long to do it again. There were 7 of us from post natal group who stayed friends and I found out on Friday that the last of them is now pregnant. I was the first to get pregnant with number 2 as well, and now I'm the only one left. I'm withdrawing from that group because it's too damned hard and it's a shame, Edie misses her friends. I hope your OH changes his mind.

 

[angelandbump]

Congratulations xx

 

[baby_bray]

What a beautiful pregnancy journal. I love your candid little comments all throughout.
Here's hoping to your #2~!

 

[Mrs Miggins]

Thank you so much! I got a bfp on Saturday so everything is tightly crossed.

 

[baby_bray]

ah!! CONGRATS!!! how exciting!!!!

 

[Mrs Miggins]

Thank you! I'm nervous, excited and in slight denial as I daren't get my hopes up.

 

[kelly1973]

what a lovely read i cant wait to get that feeling of holding our little peanut, and your pics are adorable xxx

 

[Mrs Miggins]

Thanks Kelly. It's the best feeling in the world.

 

[LaraB]

However, I had other ideas. I very calmly informed them that actually, no. That babies head was much too big to fit through that gap, so no, thank you very much, I wouldn't be pushing it out. It was like I was taking my ball and going home.

I have never laughed so hard in a long time, thank you! Was wonderful reading your story