kcmb0886
Well-Known Member
- Joined
- Jun 18, 2011
- Messages
- 189
- Reaction score
- 0
DH and I have been TTC #2 since October and we have exactly no additional children to show for it, and also a chemical pregnancy. It's so odd because my cycles are actually regular now. When I got pregnant with DS, my cycles were crazy 8 to ten week cycles and I got pregnant with him on the first try anyway, without any help. It's really mind-boggling. But now here we are. I'm having a rough week. A whole bunch of people I know on Facebook are now happily announcing their pregnancies with due dates in September when my chemical pregnancy would have been due had it been viable. I'm happy for them. I really am. But I'm also really bummed I'm not joining them. To make matters worse, my brother and very pregnant sister-in-law will be visiting us two weekends from now and again, while I love them and am happy for them, I don't actually want to see my SIL right now. Out of sight, out of mind.
I know I'm really just rambling, but I'm having a really hard time right now, and I don't really have anyone to talk to. DH accuses me of being mad at him when I'm really just sad, and I'm sure there's only so much of my pity party he can deal with anyway. And no one else I know really wants to hear about it either.
I know I'm really just rambling, but I'm having a really hard time right now, and I don't really have anyone to talk to. DH accuses me of being mad at him when I'm really just sad, and I'm sure there's only so much of my pity party he can deal with anyway. And no one else I know really wants to hear about it either.