everything but the kitchen sink (emotion wise)- Needing some just truthful hearts

[mxdemotions88]

So I am new to this forum idea and of course can't sleep (what's new) so figured i'd reach out see if I get some wisdom because right about now I'm runnin on E mostly emotionally but mentally and physically as well. I am 25 years old and just took 2 hpt n both said positive.. :/... I have no clue how I should feel. Babies are amazing precious giftsI knw that butt seeing as how I jus suffered a still birth in september at almost 7 months. Don't think I was quite ready for this journey again not to mention the father issue. Basically I'm nervous,scaried ,not sure how else I'm feeling but my joy that I had for my son just isn't there and I have not the slightest clue how to prepare myself for what's near in my future. Any and all advice is welcomed,feel free to share or jus dish out suggestions. There's a lot more to go to this but w/ this bein my first time wasn't quite ready to put it all out there. So nebody looking to help with some aspects or guidance please do
-all mixed up :'(

 

[Storked]

Just take it a day at a time honey
I cannot imagine how hard it was to lose your son and there may never be a moment of this pregnancy where you feel like you can breathe a sigh of relief and feel safe. There is so little that is in our control. I pray that this is your rainbow

 

[anchor08]

I am so sorry for your loss, what a heartbreak. All I can say is be kind to yourself. Don't stress out about how you're feeling, be as positive and relaxed as you can be but don't force it. It is different this time, it couldn't be otherwise. These forums have been very helpful to me, so feel free to vent any time!

 

[Brightstarshi]

A day at a time..
accept how you feel
be patient with yourself,the way you would be patient with a best friend.
you have been through a shocking time,I am so sorry.
let the tears fall when they need to..

((HUGS))

we are always here for you,with you,every step of the way x

 

[geordiemammy]

I'm so sorry for your loss they should keep more of an eye on your pregnancy this time round my friend had a still birth at 41 weeks she was understandable scared to have another bit she now has a little girl who has just turned 11 they scanned her every week with her and at 35 weeks after routine scan took her for emergency c section I know its easier said than done but try not to worry which will be super hard but there are women on here who will help you through if you need to talk vent or just need your mind taken away from it for a while I pray this baby comes happy and healthy x

 

[ghinspire22]

I didn't have a stillbirth but I had a miscarriage early last August. I remember feeling such a vast array of emotions. Now I'm pregnant with twins and I feel more scared than I do happy. I don't think it's abnormal to feel this way, especially after a loss. The best thing you can do is take it day by day.