ashlie007
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Hi ya.
this is my first baby.
I'm 13 weeks and even though I've been trying for 7yrs i find my self scared and in a fit of tears shouted at my boyfriend that i didn't want it anymore.
It still doesn't seem real for me yet.
Everyone keeps going on and on about am i doing all the right things and staying away from bad stuff like drink, smoky areas and stressful places and people which is driving me mad.
some people have even made fun of me cos i just look fat.
It's really hard for me to sit around and do nothing all the time too.
I'd like to start painting but breathing it in is bad for the baby, infect everything active it seems i enjoy is bad for pregnancy so im not sure how im going to cope later if I'm finding hard already.
Can i go jogging cos my boyfriend said it cod hurt the baby.
I cry most of the time which scares my partner cos he thinks it's hurting the baby, truth is im worried if my body will go back to how it was and giving birth.
All that pain for hours and hours and is my baby going to be healthy.
I'm sorry if I've gone on a bit but I've tried talking to friends etc and no one is that helpful to me............
this is my first baby.
I'm 13 weeks and even though I've been trying for 7yrs i find my self scared and in a fit of tears shouted at my boyfriend that i didn't want it anymore.
It still doesn't seem real for me yet.
Everyone keeps going on and on about am i doing all the right things and staying away from bad stuff like drink, smoky areas and stressful places and people which is driving me mad.
some people have even made fun of me cos i just look fat.
It's really hard for me to sit around and do nothing all the time too.
I'd like to start painting but breathing it in is bad for the baby, infect everything active it seems i enjoy is bad for pregnancy so im not sure how im going to cope later if I'm finding hard already.
Can i go jogging cos my boyfriend said it cod hurt the baby.
I cry most of the time which scares my partner cos he thinks it's hurting the baby, truth is im worried if my body will go back to how it was and giving birth.
All that pain for hours and hours and is my baby going to be healthy.
I'm sorry if I've gone on a bit but I've tried talking to friends etc and no one is that helpful to me............