I am sorry to moan but i am just feeling really fed up and tired of everything since the year began and need a few ears to borrow.
My year started horribly with a mmc at 11 weeks and a d&c. My cousins husband died suddenly in his sleep the same day as my d&c, then OH's aunt died. I thought things had started to improve when a childhood friend of over 20 years turned on me for no reason. I know deep down i am better off without her but it still hurts
I am 16+4 pregnant with twins and had a stressful start to the pregnancy with spotting & cramping, but touch wood so far so good but i am a nervous wreck worrying about every twinge.
Today OH and i were visiting my parents, OH was helping them with the gardening. I won't go into it in detail but my parents are not the easiest to be around And my childhood wasnt a 100% happy one as a result of this, and an issue regarding another family in their neighbourhood which is still ongoing. It was very prevalent today and brought back a lot of bad memories and feelings of resentment I can't help but hold towards them. That as well as my mum moaned non stop the whole time about anything and everything, OH and i came out feeling drained.
Now, OH has a swollen and sore eye, he thinks something happened when cutting the hedge earlier. He is away to a&e just now. So i am sitting here at 3:30am tired and emotional, and feeling generally fed up!
Thanks for listening x
My year started horribly with a mmc at 11 weeks and a d&c. My cousins husband died suddenly in his sleep the same day as my d&c, then OH's aunt died. I thought things had started to improve when a childhood friend of over 20 years turned on me for no reason. I know deep down i am better off without her but it still hurts
I am 16+4 pregnant with twins and had a stressful start to the pregnancy with spotting & cramping, but touch wood so far so good but i am a nervous wreck worrying about every twinge.
Today OH and i were visiting my parents, OH was helping them with the gardening. I won't go into it in detail but my parents are not the easiest to be around And my childhood wasnt a 100% happy one as a result of this, and an issue regarding another family in their neighbourhood which is still ongoing. It was very prevalent today and brought back a lot of bad memories and feelings of resentment I can't help but hold towards them. That as well as my mum moaned non stop the whole time about anything and everything, OH and i came out feeling drained.
Now, OH has a swollen and sore eye, he thinks something happened when cutting the hedge earlier. He is away to a&e just now. So i am sitting here at 3:30am tired and emotional, and feeling generally fed up!
Thanks for listening x
