Fed Up...

[Kimberlee-Lou]

Im Completly Fed Up; Been a Single Mommy To My Beauutiful Daughter Since May, But Recently Moved Into My Own Place From My Parents Since My Ex Kicked me ( So He Could Move His New Gf In) And Jus Beginning To Feel Really Alone And Feel As If Lilly Would Be Better Off Without Me.
Her Dad Is A Complete And Utter ******* Urrrgh!!! Does My Head In.
Past Few Months Hes Been Fighting For Contact; Was Ment To Have Her Past 4 Saturdays And Does He Turn Up No But I Get Slatted off All The Time
Beginning To Feel Sorry For My Self Which i Hate; I Just Feel He Cheated On Me, Hes With This New Girl, He Kicked Me Out So He Got The Flat With ALL out Possesions And Hes Happy Blah Blah
Me I Had My Heart Broken, Feel Alone, Have Had To Start From Scratch To Make a Home for Me And Lil. Dont See How Life Is So Unfair Like Tha!!
The Only Thing tha keeps Me Going Is The Smile On My Babys Face. I Love Her So Much And Jus Want Her To Be Happy But Atm I Feel So Unhappy, Probably Doesnt Help I Had a Miscarriage 2 Weeks Ago Wif a Recent Exs Baby, he Was a Complete And Utter **** As well. Wasnt Even There For Me When i Miscarried And Then Finished Me Two Days Later. I Realy Do Feel So Low!!!
Someone Cheeer Me Upppp!!! x

 

[lulu35]

cant offer much advice even though ive been in your shoes with 3 kids and back in it again with another one on the way....but i wanted to give you a massive xx