feelin very doubtful

[Brookegarrett]

I am 9 dpo..i got a shadow of sumthin yesterday...i am not testin until tomorrow..i am not very hopeful tho..i am really down bc we have to put it on hold for a couple months due to already having two june babies we dont wanna put another one in that month..we are gonna NTNP...if it happens we will be excited but we arent officially tryin in those months...i am startin a new diet bc doctors always say if ud lose some weight it would make it easier..which ive nevr had problems b4 and ive always been above "ideal" body weight...im kinda upset bc i am beginning to think we will nvr conceive again i kno there r lots of people who try for years so i shouldnt give up but im beginning to lose hope...sorry for the rant(

 

[Mon_n_john]

It's so normal to feel like it's never gonna happen. But it will and when it does it's going to be so sweet and so perfect.

I'll put it this was, and I know it will sound weird, but if I hadn't had the mcs before my son he would not exist, I would have another child. I'm sure I would love her or him just as much but my baby boy is SO amazing and SO loving, I just couldn't imagine not having him. So have a little faith, it will happen. Hugs!

 

[Brookegarrett]

i try to keep hope...but every month i get bfn and it slowly it wears on me...maybe tomorrow will bring more hope...thanks hun

 

[bastetgrrl]

Brooke - don't lose hope. It'll happen and it'll be so exciting when it does.

Keep us posted on your test today.

 

[Brookegarrett]

I haven't tested yet I'm too scared

 

[heavyheart]

aw brooke huge hugs i hope you get your bfp xx