Feeling guilty (lost rambling)

[Sweetie]

I do.

My pregnancy was a very welcome surprise. We were letting nature take it's course and it worked... but not really.... I was so happy when I found out I was preggers after a really long and strange cycle. I started bleeding and I knew right then that that was it. We had only known for 5 days and it took them5 days to confirm that the baby was gone. So I sat in limbo as the math (hcg levels and scan info) could possilby/ remotely work out(you know the fingers crossed kinda maybe). But I really did know it was done. I'm sad.

And I feel guilty because I want to be preggers again. This is what is killing me. I feel like I should be more upset about the loss, but I'm not, somewhere inside I really feel like I knew it wasn't 'right'. I understand that sometimes things just don't work and as much as I could have loved it inside of me that love wouldn't have been able to do anything on the outside.

I wanna be preggers... I'm sad

 

[Parkep]

aww hunny i was pregnant for what i thought was 10 weeks ended up we lost him/her at 7 weeks didnt find out till 3 weeks later... and pretty soon after and to this day i miss being pregnant and wanting to be pregnant again doesnt mean you dont feel for your loss, no need to feel guilty it is something you were hoping for, but for one reason or another it didnt work. im really sorry for your loss. but from my point of view its completly normal need any support just PM me

 

[jen35]

I reaally know what you are going through missis, I lost mine 3 days ago at 10 weeks and I just so want to be pregnant again. Its hard to accept whether you bonded or not, I'll keep my fingers crossed for you

 

[leeanne]

So sorry for your loss honey!

 

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[Las78]

Hun so sorry. Don't feel guilty about it hun, it's understandable and I'm sure many of us felt the same, I know I did. Two weeks after my m/c at 17w+5 and I was desperate to get pregnant again, I too felt guilty, as I thought I shouldn't be thinking that way after losing my baby. It's hard isn't it, I think us mums are just made to take ourselves on guilt trips but really all we want is a little one to love.

Hugs x