It's my scan on Thursday, I should be 13+1 and I am so so scared
It's my birthday tomorrow and I am not excited about it at all, just terrified that I will hear those words again
'I have to tell you, I'm struggling to find a heartbeat'
I know I'm being silly, that I have never ever ever suffered a miscarriage and that the likelihood of the same thing happening is slim to none...
But I am so so so apprehensive, I wish I had more people who knew what I was going through who I could talk with about this, Liam tries but he just says everything will be fine and tells me to stop being silly.
Sometimes I just really wish I had made more friends/felt more supported on the second tri losses forum, I really feel like an outsider here and that's so hard, it's hard that the support on offer does not extend to me... Sucks.
Oh well, just needed to get that out.
It's my birthday tomorrow and I am not excited about it at all, just terrified that I will hear those words again
'I have to tell you, I'm struggling to find a heartbeat'
I know I'm being silly, that I have never ever ever suffered a miscarriage and that the likelihood of the same thing happening is slim to none...
But I am so so so apprehensive, I wish I had more people who knew what I was going through who I could talk with about this, Liam tries but he just says everything will be fine and tells me to stop being silly.
Sometimes I just really wish I had made more friends/felt more supported on the second tri losses forum, I really feel like an outsider here and that's so hard, it's hard that the support on offer does not extend to me... Sucks.
Oh well, just needed to get that out.