wanting2more
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Ok i need to vent/say this out loud. Im feeling super guilty because im not feeling truly excited about baby being a girl. I know thats horrible and i am happy she is healthy and growing well but i also know that id be air punching if i had been told she was in fact a boy . Im awful and horrible and feel automatically ungrateful and unworthy of being able to have this baby at all. Why do i have to be like this and why does it feel so bad? I need to get my head out of my ass and get over it. Half way tomorrow before i know it she will be here