rosegarden620
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Good evening everyone! I'm just looking for ladies with similar feelings or who have had similar feelings. So baby number 4 is on board. dH is over the moon and me?? I'm nervous. I worry a lot and I'm apprehensive of this all. I wanted baby number 4 but not until my youngest was at least 2, and even then I would've been ok with just 3. But now, we have 4. I'm nervous and worried about what my family will say. I'm worried I won't have enough to give. I'm worried the youngest will get jealous and rightfully so. I'm just getting to know her and still falling into routine with her and the idea that we have to rewind and do it again with her and a newborn scares me. I feel ashamed. Ashamed that I feel so apprehensive, ashamed that I'm not quite excited yet (sometimes I am). I just feel so overwhelmed and don't know what to do to alleviate some of that. I'm not quite over my last birth, which was awesome, but still not over it. I talked to my husband who listens and hugs me and tells me everything is going to be ok- and I know it will- but still,
Can I just have some encouragement??
Can I just have some encouragement??