desperately wanna be pregnant again, but I'm scared, scared I'll just be seeing how far I got before I lost that one too.
Want to go to sleep and wake up in April...then I'll have missed my EDD and niece will have had her baby
I hate my body, I really do!
Feeling a bit emotional atm, everything getting to me and I've had enough.
I want my babies.
I want how my body was just over 4 years ago
Sorry, stuff just getting on top of me again