Feeling So Down, Need A Pick Me Up : (

[hl120407]

hi all, i feel like such a jealous moaner! id had such a crap year last year, trying for 5years to get pregnant and finally did but that ended in ectopic that was 7weeks ago and lost my left tube aswell, then sunday my oh sister announces shes 7weeks pregnant! worst thing shes only been with her oh 6months! ive not even been able 2 face her or talk 2 her, i no its stupid but ive just had jealous rage running through me i feel like im trying 2 win a loosing battle, me and my oh just want our own little family so badly, he has a 7 nearlly 8yr old from previous which is a constant reminder of what me and him dont have : ( (sorry for moaning ladies) xxx

 

[jellybeanxx]

Sorry you're having such a bad time. I wish I had an answer for you, but all I can say is that I really hope it gets better for you soon x

 

[hl120407]

Thank You xxx

 

[SweetMel]

hi. I'm new to the forum. I've been reading a lot of the threads - so many stories. I had a really bad day yesterday. I had to cry a few times. I know how you feel. It seems overwhelming at times. I'm surrounded by pregnant women everywhere I go. Arrgh! I'm sorry to hear about your etopic. Don't dispare too bad. I know a women who managed to have a baby after losing a tube. Wishing you loads of baby dust!

 

[hl120407]

thank you for your comment, reassuring 2 know i wasnt the only 1 crying lol feeling better today than i did yesterday but still got the constant aching and longing in my womb crying out 2 be blessed with our baby! wishing you lots of luck and happiness xxx

 

[jcr1988]

I know how you feel, it seems that when you're lttc all you see is bellys and babies! it's hard to not loose it every know and again, keep your chin up and take time out to cry and get it all out. so sorry about your loss!

 

[tamithomas]

I know the feeling, every time DH feels down about LTTC he starts talking about his daughter and it just ends up putting me in tears. I always have to remind him that at least he had a chance to experience parenthood, I may never and that talking about his daughter is throwing the that he was able to experience that joy.

The worst position I had ever been was when we went to go visit my step brothers baby (which was accidental with only him having a part time job still living with his dad and my mom) in the hospital everyone was outside for a smoke and I was literally the only one who couldn't relate to the conversation because it was about being a parent and my DH didn't help by including himself into it. Needless to say I was pissed off at him for letting me hang there. I was stuck looking around a parking lot for 15 minutes awkwardly.

But at the end of the day, no matter who has what baby it may seem unfair but when you get yours it will be the most glorious baby of them all

 

[HW_onMission]

Hi gals! I am new to this forum. Long journey of ttc for 2.5 years, failed clomid and then IVF cycle. All I know is "unexplained infertility"https://babyandbump.momtastic.com/images/smilies/nope.gif. And I totally understand how we feel surrounded by pregnant women everywhere but lets be strong and have faith in God. He is going to listen to our prayers soon.

Lots of positivity your way!

 

[tessjs]

Hi gals! I am new to this forum. Long journey of ttc for 2.5 years, failed clomid and then IVF cycle. All I know is "unexplained infertility"https://babyandbump.momtastic.com/images/smilies/nope.gif. And I totally understand how we feel surrounded by pregnant women everywhere but lets be strong and have faith in God. He is going to listen to our prayers soon.

Lots of positivity your way!

Lets hope so I pray everyday....everywhere you look there are pregnant women one of them one day has to be me....