Morgan W
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Ok so here is my story,
I have been really excited and posting in the first trimester forums about being pregnant! I am 6 weeks an 2 days.
Well a few days ago my boyfriend and i split because of certain reasons. Lets just say i found some stuff out. Well since the split he has not been wanting to be involved at all he tells me he wants the baby but doesnt want to deal with me so I am considering adoption! I already have a 2 1/2 year old daughter whos father is not involved. My ex was a father to her which hurts me even more that she has to deal with the fact that he doesnt want anything to do with her.
He said he is fine with adoption and I am considering but i am so torn. I want this baby so bad but I dont think i can raise two kids alone! I am only 22. My mom would be extremely dissapointed. I am just so afraid of picking out a family and then when delievery day comes not being able to let go and hurt the family. It sounds selfish and thats the last thing i want to be. I have cried so many times! I just wish he wanted to be supportive regardless of our circumstances it would make things easier.
Im just so lost.
I have been really excited and posting in the first trimester forums about being pregnant! I am 6 weeks an 2 days.
Well a few days ago my boyfriend and i split because of certain reasons. Lets just say i found some stuff out. Well since the split he has not been wanting to be involved at all he tells me he wants the baby but doesnt want to deal with me so I am considering adoption! I already have a 2 1/2 year old daughter whos father is not involved. My ex was a father to her which hurts me even more that she has to deal with the fact that he doesnt want anything to do with her.
He said he is fine with adoption and I am considering but i am so torn. I want this baby so bad but I dont think i can raise two kids alone! I am only 22. My mom would be extremely dissapointed. I am just so afraid of picking out a family and then when delievery day comes not being able to let go and hurt the family. It sounds selfish and thats the last thing i want to be. I have cried so many times! I just wish he wanted to be supportive regardless of our circumstances it would make things easier.
Im just so lost.