Feeling so paranoid

[millwallrose4]

I know this sounds ridiculous as I have already had 2 scans showing a baby and heartbeat, but I feel so paranoid that something is wrong. I am not sure if this is an actual gut feeling or I am just so worked up that I am thinking something is wrong, but I have a scan on the 9th and I keep imagining they are going to find that baby has died. I am trying to think positive and calm myself down, but I just don't seem to be able to stop thinking it. I am still getting cramps and bleeding, but the bleeding is only small and brown so I know I haven't miscarried as such. Just wish I could stop feeling like this.

 

[Sparklestar]

hey, you i too have bled during this pregnancy and i too have had 4 scans. And i'm still shitting myself! my last miscarriage the baby died 5 days after my scan so for me, i'm like oh well if i have a scan and everyhtings ok that doesnt mean anything, which obviously is insane. sending lots of pma and huge hugs xxxxx

 

[Smiler13]

Hiya, have had similar dark thoughts and haven't worked out how to deal with them yet, I just focus on the next scan and hope for the best. Hope yours comes quickly and goes really well.

 

[chachadada]

just wanted so send some and i am so anxious and down and cnt wait till thursday as i go back for another scan after bleeding last friday through to monday so feeling shit but hoping! xx

 

[Drazic<3]

I have been the same the entire time darling, as soon as I build up a little confidence something knocks it down. I was CONVINCED something would be wrong at my 12 week scan but it was wonderful - yours will be too. With love

 

[mumof1+1]

I'm paranoid too, i had convince myself something was going to be wrong when i had my scan but it wasnt. I think these emotions are normal especially after a loss. I'm sure all will be fine. Hugs for you

 

[hopefulbump2b]

Glad to read this post.I too am driving myself crazy not knowing if this nagging feeling is instict or worry caused by last loss. I stepped out to walk my dogs this morning and this feeling flooded me 'im not pregnant',despite having felt bad poorly yesterday and had sore boobs on waking. Have only felt mildly nauseous today but have had headache and really lethargic.

How do you distract yourself/ get through it? I wish I could give advice but I am at a loss. Only think, the odds are still in your favour that everything is ok.

 

[Bingo]

It's just so hard, isn't it? It's almost like the joy of pregnancy is taken away after a miscarriage. There's always worry about what could go wrong with the next one.

I'm going to be positive for you and tell you that your next scan on the 9th is going to show that baby is perfect and healthy!

 

[millwallrose4]

Thank you all for your replies, they mean so much to me. Luckily enough I've got my doppler out and have heard the heartbeat now, but problem is I've had to start listening every day just to make sure baby is ok. I hope it works out well for you all too, it's nice to know there are people in the same position.