Feeling strong enough to tell my story (long)

[heather91]

So sorry for your loss. Thought are with you and your family xx

 

[TillyMoo]

I'm so so sorry for what you're going through

 

[Waiting2bMommy]

So sorry for you loss

 

[MummyStobe]

I've not been on the site for a while as I associate coming on here with being pregnant and I have to be feeling strong to log on so I've only just seen all of your kind words and messages.

I want to say thank you to each and everyone of you for taking the time to reply to my thread, I have to agree with Collie, all the BnB women are angels, you are wonderful and I'm sorry that we have all been brought together under such sad circumstances.

I saw my consultant last Thursday, she was lovely I couldn't have asked to see anyone nicer, she carried out a colposcopy examination and my cervix has returned to normal and no abnormal cells showed up which is reassuring. She is arranging for me to see her again in a few weeks, rather than with the other consultant I was booked in with, to go through my medical notes and to answer any questions that we have and to put in place a plan for how I will be cared for/treated during any future pregnancies. I feel like I have turned a corner since this appointment, I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders and that I can now start to move forward. I'm still very emotional and I still have my bad days but the good days are starting to increase. AF has turned up this morning too (first time it has ever made me smile) so I can start tracking my cycle again for when we are ready to start trying again.

xx