feeling upset

[special_kala]

F was a csection where as my other 2 were "normal" deliverys, do i wish he was born at home like i had planned of course but he needed to be born safely and i know csection was the only way for that to happen.

I dont refute the studies but frankly had F not been born by csection he wouldnt have the privilege to have a higher risk of obsesity because he wouldnt be here!