Feeling utterly shi*e

[Farie]

Not an interesting post

Just me feeling utterly shite and needing to write it down somewhere ...
CD1 tomorrow as this cycle heavy spotting started today ... off to the Dr on Monday to see what she will offer .... I guess it will be more tests etc etc

I know I'm only a little way down what can be a very long TTC path but today I'm feeling crap about it all ... I HATE Dr tests with a passion and I know I have loads more ahead of me
I know compared to others I've not been through anything tough, and I really don't mean to seem whingy or whiney I'm just FED UP of it all I don't even feel that sad or tearful .. just pissed off

Sorry rant over ... cheery Farie service will resume tomorrow!!

 

[Rumpskin]

Sorry to hear you are feeling down darling - you are usually so upbeat and positive.

for you x

 

[Farie]

Thank you chick,

I know ... I actually depressed myself when I'm down as I don't recognise myself I much prefer me when I'm happy!!!

Just feeling sad as I had really thought this might have been my month ... I guess not!

 

[kat08]

oh no Farie hope you feel better soon!

 

[rachelle1975]

Gorgeous girl you are not depressive! Sorry you feel down - rest assured it's the evil witch and her hormones just stressing you hun

So on a positive note, what tests have you and DH got coming up??

I also hate tests with a passion but think of it as a means to sleepless nights, piles, stretch marks and breasts leaking when you don't want them to!!

 

[CareBear]

Sorry your feeling down, I know its disheartening to have to go to your GP especially if you hate tests but fingers crossed it will lead to that for you. Hope your feeling better soon

 

[maz]

No need to apologise for having a down day. We all have them and we all pretty much bounce back....

 

[Farie]

Thank you all

Rosh - DF has his SA tomorrow and I have the Dr on Monday to get back the last of my CD21 and CD3 bloods and see where we go from there. I'm 99.9% sure they will show no Ov so I'm thinking I might need to be a bit assertive and ask for a ultra-sound, a HSG and possibly Clomid ... although whether I keep my wits about me enough to do that when sat in the surgery I have no idea!!
I'm guessing it will all go with a referral to the Fertility clinic at the local hospital.
I'm hoping Clomid will kickstart my O and also bring it forward into the middle of m cycle rather than its current position in the last 3rd.

Fingers tightly crossed that DF gets a clean healthy kicking bill of health

Arghhhh I was so sure that by christmas I'd have a bump (and I may well ... but it will be from over -eating )

 

[nellis10]

Hi hun!!

I'm spotting today too and will be going for Day 3 tests on Monday!!! I hope they include all the ones I need!!!

I'm just starting on this long road for #2 and will be following your journey with interest!!

Chin Up, tomorrow is a brand new day!

 

[Schmelly]

Thank you all

Rosh - DF has his SA tomorrow and I have the Dr on Monday to get back the last of my CD21 and CD3 bloods and see where we go from there. I'm 99.9% sure they will show no Ov so I'm thinking I might need to be a bit assertive and ask for a ultra-sound, a HSG and possibly Clomid ... although whether I keep my wits about me enough to do that when sat in the surgery I have no idea!!
I'm guessing it will all go with a referral to the Fertility clinic at the local hospital.
I'm hoping Clomid will kickstart my O and also bring it forward into the middle of m cycle rather than its current position in the last 3rd.

Fingers tightly crossed that DF gets a clean healthy kicking bill of health

Arghhhh I was so sure that by christmas I'd have a bump (and I may well ... but it will be from over -eating )

FX for DF's SA...hoping for a good outcome

When I had my 1st appt at the fertility clinic at the hospital, they referred me for an ultrasound straight away, so that's definitely the way to go.

I really hope you get some answers soon