feels a little bittersweet...

[Darlin65]

I got what I am considering my today. It was a little faint but def pink all the way I have a huge mix of emotions right now. Happy, sad, scared, excited... Definitely different than I expected. I knew I would be dealing with mixed emotions but didn't think I would be quite this scared honestly Doesn't help when you get the occasional person saying your line is "iffy" when you know it's a solid pink line

 

[Olivette]

Hey Darlin .

It's nice to see you here. Congratulations on your BFP! What your feeling is completely normal. It's such a roller coaster of emotions! When I got my BFP I felt so many different things, all at the same time. It was so confusing! In one moment I would be feeling happy to finally get another BFP, but then in the next moment sad and worried and then angry for feeling that way.

I did personally find that as the weeks started to go by the complete confusion did start to ease a little bit. I won't lie, I think I will worry right until the end of the pregnancy (and then for the rest of the childs life, hehe) but it has become a lot easier. After the first doctors/midwife appointment things started to get a little easier, and then the first scans.

You've done great to get this far!

Ox

 

[Darlin65]

A little concerned. After DDT last night I had light pink cm. I was afraid af was going to come but she didn't. Luckily it stopped pretty quickly. I don't remember this with my other pregnancies until like 3rd tri with ds.