Hi all
I'm 8days late with my period so i tested yesterday and it was a BFN....
Its been 8 months since MC and since then i've had the most irregular cycles ever, they've been 35-42 days (b4 MC was 30day cycles, regular as clockwork) then after November i didnt get one for 12weeks! went docs and blood tests were all normal etc then AF arrived on 22nd Feb. i honestly had it in my mind that this month would either be back to regular cycles at least, if not our BFP, but nope....i'm still irregular, and i'm feeling so rubbish right now.
All i feel like doing is crying. i've actually gotten used to the fact that it will take a while to get our BFP, i know this now, but i just want my AF to come on time! i've had enough of not knowing what the hell is going on with my body. its beyond frustrating. i dont even think i'm ovulating. i just dont know my body anymore and i used to be so in tune
I was chatting to hubby last night and suggest using OPK's because up until now we havent used anything, we really wanted to try and not go down that route as i'm already obsessive about the whole thing. but now i think it might help to see if i'm at least ovulating.....
sorry just really needed a rant...hope you dont mind! xxx
I'm 8days late with my period so i tested yesterday and it was a BFN....
Its been 8 months since MC and since then i've had the most irregular cycles ever, they've been 35-42 days (b4 MC was 30day cycles, regular as clockwork) then after November i didnt get one for 12weeks! went docs and blood tests were all normal etc then AF arrived on 22nd Feb. i honestly had it in my mind that this month would either be back to regular cycles at least, if not our BFP, but nope....i'm still irregular, and i'm feeling so rubbish right now.
All i feel like doing is crying. i've actually gotten used to the fact that it will take a while to get our BFP, i know this now, but i just want my AF to come on time! i've had enough of not knowing what the hell is going on with my body. its beyond frustrating. i dont even think i'm ovulating. i just dont know my body anymore and i used to be so in tune
I was chatting to hubby last night and suggest using OPK's because up until now we havent used anything, we really wanted to try and not go down that route as i'm already obsessive about the whole thing. but now i think it might help to see if i'm at least ovulating.....
sorry just really needed a rant...hope you dont mind! xxx