Thank you all for your kind messages. I'm truly sorry that you have all been through this before... At the moment, because I am still so very sore with it all, I think I am finding it harder because the pain is a reminder of what has just happened. My partner and I take precautions to prevent this but some how it did not work this time... But this has still been a major shock to my body and mind. I love babies so much, I can't wait to be a mum but now I'm scared that this might happen again, like it has done with my friend and her partner. I know everyone is different but it puts major doubts in your mind. I know in time we will be more prepared and start trying to convince.
These words have helped me a lot tonight, so thank you all so very much. Xx