First Night Away From Baby

[Jayden'sMummy]

Jayden has gone to stay with his daddy for the night while i have a few mates over for a drink to celebrate my birthday a bit late an to have a drink to Lewie [R.I.P]. Hes only been gone about 30 mins an i've cried already, its so hard!! it doesn't help that i am not getting on with Adam at the minute [long story] I miss my baby!! i want him homeee, but like everyone keeps telling me, i got to let go of him a little and have some 'me' time but i don't want 'me' time i want 'me + baby' timee!

 

[~KACI~]

*Hugs* hun i know how your feeling, i started back at work this week and don't get to put my babies to bed, It does get easier and good practice for college next week, Have a great nite x

 

[Jayden'sMummy]

*Hugs* hun i know how your feeling, i started back at work this week and don't get to put my babies to bed, It does get easier and good practice for college next week, Have a great nite x

Feel so lost without him, i miss our cuddless x

 

[fifi83]

i kinda no how you feel i can cry buckets thinking about it am thankful my babies dad hasnt asked to take her yet. try stay strong he will be home soon and each time wil get easier. x

 

[Vickie]

 

[Moulder86]

I went out last night and left my lil man with Nana and Gramps, went out at 6 home about 12 and that was hard enough all I wanted to do when I got home was pick him up and give him a cuddle but had to leave him to sleep :'-(

I know it'll get easier we just have to get used to it I suppose we can't be with them ALL the time for the rest of their lives. Try to enjoy yourself xx

 

[sam's mum]

How did it go? I know how you feel - I hate being away from Sam. Hope it was ok x

 

[Emmea12uk]

i know just how you feel!!!

 

[Aidan's Mummy]

. aww hunni your bound to miss him as its your first time away from him for a long amount of time. he will be home tomorrow hunni. Just try and relax and have a nice time as Rachael and not mummy for a lil while. and if you get really worried im sure you can ring Adam and just ask how he is before you go to bed
xx

 

[Jayden'sMummy]

I misssed J soooo much.

Last night startet of great, was havin a drink with few of the girls an dancinn etc.. the on came my grief over loosin Lewie an then i cried over tha an over missin Jayden an i ended up drinkin myself silly an ended up colapsin a dozen times ha. i drank 1 an a half litres of shots, straight from the bottle instead of usin shot glasses an then moved on to vodka an today i have the motherr of hangovers.

Had an arguement with Adam too. Yesterday he turned up late to get him then i rang him last night to see how J was an he was bein a stubborn ***** to me so thought, 4get it jus ignore him but then today he was meant to be home for 12, get to 12 no signn so at quarter past i rings his house askin if they were on there way so Adam says no me mum + dad have took him on a walk so i flippedd! i said get him home now, he was meant to be home at 12, so 1 oclock comes an they knock as if it was nothing! so i am sooo noy happy with them!

 

[sam's mum]

I'd have been mad with them bringing him back late - wouldn't be so bad if they were just busy with feeding, changing etc and running late but to take him out for a walk when they knew he was meant to be home

Hope you recover from the hangover soon! x