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Dont know why im posting this really...maybe it will help to get it out idk.
I got my first letter inviting me for the test some time back just before i turned 25 but i was pregnant with my daughter at the time and pushed it to the back of my mind. Lately when im reading the news its full of stories about cervical cancer and heartbreaking stories of young mums who know they are dying to the disease and facing their last months with their babies. I told myself i owe it to my family to get myself checked out but i am absolutely terrified...not of the test itself but of the results. I know i have no symptoms and no reason to think anything could be wrong but while my sensible head is telling me this im also thinking two recent stories say terminal cancer was found on their very first smears at 25... this thread is so morbid i know i really cant believe im writing this i cant stop thinking the worst and about how i would cope if they found something...did anyone else feel the same?
I got my first letter inviting me for the test some time back just before i turned 25 but i was pregnant with my daughter at the time and pushed it to the back of my mind. Lately when im reading the news its full of stories about cervical cancer and heartbreaking stories of young mums who know they are dying to the disease and facing their last months with their babies. I told myself i owe it to my family to get myself checked out but i am absolutely terrified...not of the test itself but of the results. I know i have no symptoms and no reason to think anything could be wrong but while my sensible head is telling me this im also thinking two recent stories say terminal cancer was found on their very first smears at 25... this thread is so morbid i know i really cant believe im writing this i cant stop thinking the worst and about how i would cope if they found something...did anyone else feel the same?