jozylynn896
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So now I'm 38 weeks.
In so excited to pop him out already! I'm nervous about labor but not nearly as nervous to meet him.
I'm just so scared i won't know what to do. What if he won't stop crying and i dont know how to fix it? What if he falls? What if he doesn't sleep? What if he gets sick?! What if he scrapes a knee?? What if he has a temperature.
I know these questions sound dumb, and its not that i wouldn't technically know what to do, but i just feel so scared.
Maybe its because I'm only 16.
I've read up on a bunch of parenting sites, stories and books.
But its just so scary.
Like to think that I'm responsible for another human being.
Its not just cook when I'm hungry any more, or clean my room when i feel like it. Its get up and cook when he's hungry and keep a clean home for him. Whether i like it or not.
I dont regret getting pregnant at all, its just I'm nervous and scared.
Like just a couple of months ago, i looked to my mom for everything! Food, money, a home, if i got sick well who did i cry to to fix it? My mom! If i was hungry qho was naturally expected to feed me? My mom!
Its a lot of pressure i guess to know that a person is going to need me like that.. Just scary
In so excited to pop him out already! I'm nervous about labor but not nearly as nervous to meet him.
I'm just so scared i won't know what to do. What if he won't stop crying and i dont know how to fix it? What if he falls? What if he doesn't sleep? What if he gets sick?! What if he scrapes a knee?? What if he has a temperature.
I know these questions sound dumb, and its not that i wouldn't technically know what to do, but i just feel so scared.
Maybe its because I'm only 16.
I've read up on a bunch of parenting sites, stories and books.
But its just so scary.
Like to think that I'm responsible for another human being.
Its not just cook when I'm hungry any more, or clean my room when i feel like it. Its get up and cook when he's hungry and keep a clean home for him. Whether i like it or not.
I dont regret getting pregnant at all, its just I'm nervous and scared.
Like just a couple of months ago, i looked to my mom for everything! Food, money, a home, if i got sick well who did i cry to to fix it? My mom! If i was hungry qho was naturally expected to feed me? My mom!
Its a lot of pressure i guess to know that a person is going to need me like that.. Just scary