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[poppymist]

i am so sorry ladies but if i dont get this out i think i may burst i am totally gutted........i done another hpt today not fmu but i hve been weeing soo much today and cramping i thought maybe today i'll get at least a faint line but NO i get a stupid bfn again every thing is getting on top of me!

The thing that really annoys me is that all my mates seem to be falling preggers without trying and 3 of them have gone and had abortions i just think they dont know their luck getting pregnant in the 1st place!

sorry every one i needed a rant my body is telling me pregnancy but my head and the hpt are saying no! aaaaarrrrrrrggggghhhhh xxxxx



( i o'd on the 31st may i am currently on cd 22 and 7dpo according to my chart but i dont even think thats right any more )

 

[lynne192]

huge hugs hun can relate its no nice at all..... wish there was a magic wand i could wave to help you

 

[lulu4279]

Hey Hun. So sorry you are feeling so down, am in a similar situation. Sending lots of hugs xx

 

[Angelic]

Didn't want to read and run . I hope you feel much better soon x

 

[poppymist]

thank you ladies i know we are all going through the same thing at the mo i feel like a fraud as i have 3 lil boys already but the pain dont get any better on any number of kids when you are trying to concieve i have had 6 miscarriages in total one being 2 months ago its horrible xxxx

 

[lynne192]

hugs hun might be the effects of miscarriage too... how long u been ttC? we've been TTC 3years, was completely blessed with one living son who's three but he's not my OH's son but i was always told i might never have living children, i wanted an army but had to down size my dream, have suffered many miscarriages and suffered an ectopic in feb. i know we're all similar but you still have the right to be upset.

 

[poppymist]

we have been trying since my youngest was 2 months old he is now 10 months but i have had 2 miscarriages in that time both girls apparantly all my miscarriages have been girls apparantly i have about 5% chance of concieving and carrying a healthy baby girl! i am being put on pills to stop the girly sperm coming through but i am not getting them til next week i really cant face another miscarriage xxxx

 

[lynne192]

wow how did you find out all 6 were girls?

 

[dakota]

awww im so sorry to hear your so down! it never gets any easier no matter how many kids u have so please dont feel bad for saying it! big hugs to u xx

 

[tbuns]

oh goodness, I have a friend who long ago miscarried @ 5 months.

Poppy, I am totally going thru the same thing with testing. I am 11dpo, symptoms galore and still BFN! I'm soo sorry hun, just remember you (and I) are still early! In the meantime !!

 

[ellieb31]

I know it's easier said than done and I'm bad at taking my own advice on this front but maybe you should try not to test until AF is due. You're testing quite early and if the BFN's are upsetting you then it might be worth it for your peace of mind.

I can't begin to imagine how hard it must be to go through all of those miscarriages and I really hope that the tablets help you with that. And it's bad enough that the whole world seems to be pregnant when you're ttc without them having abortions as well - salt in the wound.

 

[poppymist]

All of my miscarriages were over 12 wks the most wad 22 wks cause I wasn't over 24 weeks they still class it as mc Which is wrong they had to check every time as my sis has the same problem x

 

[alynn6758]

All of my miscarriages were over 12 wks the most wad 22 wks cause I wasn't over 24 weeks they still class it as mc Which is wrong they had to check every time as my sis has the same problem x

Have they tried doing a cervical stitch yet? I think its called a circlauge not sure of the spelling...I've seen it on different pregnancy tv shows...some women need them to prevent their cervix from dialating too soon...

 

[poppymist]

No they haven't said any thing about doing that I may go to my doc and discuss this cheers huni xxxx

 

[libbymarks198]

your only 7 dpo hun that is way to early!! try again in a few days...

i got a bfn at 10 dpo

 

[Angel_dust]

, hope your feeling happier soon hun.x I can relate totally to how your feeling. Its taken me 10 months so far and nothing....and a couple of friends who started ttc at the same time as me got pregnant straight away. One of them has been drinking and taking amphetamines the whole time! It just makes me mad sometimes.

May be that you tested too early, i tested yesterday at about 12dpo and got a BFN but with all the symptoms i got, im trying to stay positive! Fingers crossed for you! x

 

[schnoodle]

oh hun hugs x

 

[mumoffive]

7dpo its really early considering implantation takes 7-10 days, sometimes 12. Im keeping my fingersx for you. Dont loose hope. I am 11dpo and still havent tested..i am the opposite, i cant bring myself too......i dont like bfn either!

 

[poppymist]

Oh your all being so great thank you for your kind words. I'm completely gutted checked cp and cm again this morning as I do every morning And cp is high, hard and slightly open cm is lotiony I honestly think I'm out! When I charted my cp and cm with my 3rd son it was high, soft closed and wet I am basically the opposite apart from it stil being high. I think i'm gonna wait til the 14th and see what happens. Thanks again ladies xxxx

 

[snl41296]