totallyashley
Mummy to a little girl
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When I say people I mean the girl he had a 3 month affair with! 
I know I said I was over him but when I found out this today - from his Mother btw. She said that the girl, Sinead had been over quite a bit and they were getting close. She wanted me to know so if they became offical I wouldn't be too shocked or upset. - I was really, really upset! It kinda broke my heart all over again. I know I spoke about going on a date in a few weeks with a guy but I still think it is too soon. I was with him for 6 years, 1 month isn't going to make me forget him. Miss him a little, stop loving him, no, hating him, a hell of a lot!
I really don't think he ever loved me as much as I loved him. I have decided that I am going to cut him out until the birth. I told him that he could come to the birthing classes but now he can't. I will see if he remembers, I won't tell him. He can come to the birth but he can sit in a corner behind me so I don't have to see him!
This isn't a moaning thread. I am being positive, he hurt me so I will hurt him yet not be completely unreasonable. I said it is all about positive thinking now that I am 18...

I know I said I was over him but when I found out this today - from his Mother btw. She said that the girl, Sinead had been over quite a bit and they were getting close. She wanted me to know so if they became offical I wouldn't be too shocked or upset. - I was really, really upset! It kinda broke my heart all over again. I know I spoke about going on a date in a few weeks with a guy but I still think it is too soon. I was with him for 6 years, 1 month isn't going to make me forget him. Miss him a little, stop loving him, no, hating him, a hell of a lot!
I really don't think he ever loved me as much as I loved him. I have decided that I am going to cut him out until the birth. I told him that he could come to the birthing classes but now he can't. I will see if he remembers, I won't tell him. He can come to the birth but he can sit in a corner behind me so I don't have to see him!
This isn't a moaning thread. I am being positive, he hurt me so I will hurt him yet not be completely unreasonable. I said it is all about positive thinking now that I am 18...