Cold hard truth please! lol did you have any pain relief?
sorry I had to go offline last night so didn't get a chance to reply.
I've never had textbook labour. I don't get the build up in contractions, I get 1 on top of another right from the start. I also have very short labours. My first was 3 1/2 hours and my second was 45 minutes.
Yes the pain is absolutely unbearable, especially towards the end, there comes a point when you are transitioning from 8 cm's to 10cm's where you will probably tell everyone you don't want a baby anymore and you want to go home. I've heard most women do this.
The only way I can describe pushing (and it's very very TMI) is if you have ever been badly constipated. it's a similar feeling to try to go to the toilet whilst constipated only way more intense. It's like trying to push out the biggest, hardest poo you can imagine, then it burns and stings - a lot! while the babies head is crowning.
With my first I split my whole perineum right from 1 end to the other as she was being born and whilst I felt it tear, I was more concerned about the baby coming out between my legs lol.
Pain relief - With my first I had gas and air and pethidene. Gas and air was pants for me but I didn't have any time between my contractions to let it build up in my system. If used correctly it can be really helpful. Pethidene is a weird one. It doesn't take the pain away but it makes it marginally less intense and it makes you feel like you can rest in between your contractions.
The only downside to the pethidene is that, because my daughter was born so quickly she still had some of it in her system so was very sleepy and struggled to feed after birth. I was also still out of it on the drugs when she was born and felt weirdly detached from the situation.
My second was born totally naturally mainly because of the time issue and it was a much much nicer experience. Although the pain was much more intense than with my first, it was so lovely to be more with it and involved. When she was born the midwife held her up to me and I got to tell everyone she was a girl and then I burst out crying. The natural birth had been so so worth it for the feelings I got afterwards.
My last point to make is about your water. There is a definite difference in contractions before and after the waters break. Before the waters break they are less intense and are more in your stomach, like period pains and the water gives a sort of cushioning effect.
Once your waters break that cushion is gone and the contractions spread lower down. You also get so so much pressure down there which helps to amplify it all.
Anyway sorry for the essay (I did warn you lol), I could write all day about my labour experiences lol
If there is anything else you want to know give us a shout lol