summer rain
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With my son, I was so determined to bf, he latched well and all was good for a few days, until he woke up from his new born slumber and got really hungry! I think around day 4 he was on my breasts constantly, only stopping to scream as he was obviously not getting enough milk. This continued for 24hrs or so, until my husband said "enough is enough" (we were both crying by this point) and went to the 24hr telcos and bought some formula. I'll never forget how contented he was after his first bottle and as happy as I was that he was fulfilled, I felt a complete failure and still tried to bf him. My nipples at this point were sooo sore, and Jake would throw up after each feed, and in his vomit would be my blood. I gave up after about a further week of this.
This time round with Alice, I had exactly the same issues. I thought it might happen so went out and bought a good quality pump, thinking expressing might help. Alas, even when my milk did come in, the most I could ever express was a tiny 1oz. This brought it home to me that I just wasn't producing enough milk to satisfy her and I couldn't go through all that pain again... In the hope that the more she sucked, the more milk I would produce... I just kept thinking back to the awful time I'd had with Jake trying to make it work, so after about a week of combo feeding, I choose to formula feed.
I don't feel as guilty this time round. My son is a happy healthy 4 year old and Alice appears to be doing well also so I am not going to beat myself up about it.
I am not saying this to be rude but just worried ladies may read this and think because they cannot express much themselves; that they are starving their baby; just wanted to point out that how much you can express is not an indicator of supply; some women who have an oversupply and whose babies gain much more than average can express less than a teaspoon no matter what pump they try-I am included in this. Also in the first few days your baby will only need 1oz or so of breastmilk at a feed so being able to express 1oz during this time is completely average and normal, in fact being able to express more than 1-2oz of breastmilk at any point indicates an oversupply xx