Daisy, I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I remember you from before I was even really posting myself. I don't think that you're behaving badly. You're not being hurtful to anyone, only expressing how you are feeling. I don't see anything wrong with that. Some cycles are just more hormonal than others and I think that everyone understands that.
Usually when I'm pg, even before I know it, I get all ticked off. I feel like my dh is an absolute idiot and I get these thoughts that I'm just not even going to tell him if I am and I'll just let him figure it out. Yet I never really do that, but I do withdraw a lot, want to be left alone, and not talk to anyone but especially him. It's weird.
Well, I'm not getting those feelings so I must not be, I am having some cramping though. I really dislike analyizing all of the sxs. These next two days are the most stressful because it feels like it's now or never. If I don't get a bfp by 11dpo I pretty much know it's over.
Daisy, I tried to take a mental note that you are 4 days behind me. Is that right? Just how ever many days of higher temps is how many dpo you are, or at least in my mind. It's harder for me to figure and understand it written, like when you say temps are this or that, I almost can't comprehend any of it without the chart. I get all confused. So just tell me how many dpo you are by how many high temps, I'm thinking it's 5dpo, right?
Beckie, I'm so glad to see you. I wish I had words to comfort you. Even if you are not crying you are still feeling it. Don't be hard on yourself on how you are or aren't acting, or how you are or aren't feeling. Everyone is so different. We all know how badly you wanted this. I pray it happens again for you very quickly at just the perfect time.
Katie, thanks so much for posting my old yucky tests as a reference. I think I posted them before so that'll save time. Is there a reference page or something?
All this talk about booties, I make shoes from leather. I will post a pic soon. But anyway, I've been cutting out my patterns all evening on the cricut so that I can share all of the sizes with a friend.
Amanda, I LOVE those. The button is an awesome touch, love the double stitching too. Very sweet.
Wait a minute, Amber does hats too? I thought that was you Amanda. Am I confused.
Amber, I totally see a line and I couldn't believe how different it looked when you opened it. I'm so sorry, that's is just mean.
Katie, I've noticed at times but I think that Amber and Amanda are both A's and soft names and it's easy to do. I'm not sure I haven't done it a time or two or three. Sorry. You said you were tripping too didn't you, is that getting better.
Mari, you are totally cracking me up. My c/s scar has been getting sharp pains lately anyway and I laughed so hard now it hurts really bad and I'm walking all funny.
Andrea, it's the Clomid dear. It messes with your hormones. You are an early Oer, and the clomid is preventing your estrogen so your body is feeling the clomid fight against it's usual efforts, it will mess with your attitude and mood. Try really hard to write it off to the clomid making your cranky, don't act in haste, and maybe try to keep your feelings to yourself if you think you may regret acting on them. It's only a few days, it'll get better.
Rosa, I think you're good on the maca and I would take whatever the EPO says on the bottle. I can't wait to see you get your bfp this cycle.
Zoie, you are doing so well. I'm so sorry that af got you but I'm loving your determination. It seems it's always up to us to find out exactly what's going on. You may want to ask around, I think that a varicocele is one of those things that they don't do anything unless it's causing pain. I don't know about your insurance, but our insurance wouldn't pay for the repair for fertility reasons, but would if it was causing pain. Just something to think about as you approach the urologist. I'm not saying to fib or anything.
Daisy, just to tell you that Nikki has you beat because she's been ttc for 5 years.
Mari, I thought you were going to say you had an allergic reaction from those shrimp. Do you have anything to put on it to help it heal? Abreva or tea tree oil or something??? I'm sorry.
Cami, you know me too well. I'm glad you are behaving yourself. What was your hemaglobin and I'm assuming they gave you iron. There are others that you can take that absorb easier and will bring it up faster than a pill if it's bad enough. It doesn't taste good though.
Daisy, now that you say all of this, and again I feel blind without actually seeing a chart. I get really intense and irritable before O, I feel crazy sometimes. Sometimes more than others. That ewcm is a real sign of O, and I don't think that you would be getting it if you already have. The 'h' word feelings go along with that too. I hope you can get some opks when you get out.
Sweet_Alida, did you get some tests? I wanna see.
Zoie, it can't hurt to try Clomid. I'm using Femara, it works the same but is supposed to be easier on you.
Daisy, without seeing all of your temps I have to assume that you may be about to O. Maybe it's the maca, but it shouldn't be. If you have ewcm you have to assume fertile. You may have missed your +opk, or it may be that you will get a + in a few days. It's really not fun not knowing exactly where you are. Please make a ff chart, just for me, pretty please.
Patty, I can't tell. Maybe tomorrow it will be obvious.
Amber, I'm so sorry that AF showed. She's such a meanie.
Daisy, how about opening a new FF account???? I don't know why it won't reset for you. I had a VIP a long time ago and now I'm on the free account, but it was so long ago that they offered a lifetime membership. I was going to go and get the lifetime membership and when I did they changed it and now I refuse to pay for it. It made me mad.
Okay, so I'm laughed a lot tonight reading everything. Daisy, just assume it's O, it won't hurt you. Andrea, hope you rest and feel more like yourself tomorrow, but you can count on feeling differently than before. Just take it with a stride. Cami, rest up my dear. Mari, can't wait to hear your update with your scan. Pretty soon I can make shoes in all sizes for everyone.
AFM...NOTHING.
8dpo...
https://i994.photobucket.com/albums/af64/10nottoomany/02-11/8dpo3.jpg
9dpo...
https://i994.photobucket.com/albums/af64/10nottoomany/02-11/9dpo2-1.jpg
beautiful ferning today...
https://i994.photobucket.com/albums/af64/10nottoomany/02-11/9dpo1.jpg
my dd's flower shoes...
https://i123.photobucket.com/albums/o299/mommyshome/Taters%20Flower%20Shoes/P6220033.jpg
I'm hoping for a bfp tomorrow! Nite.