10 its ok hunny I'm just to my last

straw I suppose with this whole TTC thing

I'm sitting here tears streaking down my cheeks wishing DH was here with me just to hold me an tell me is gonna be ok

I totally hope AF comes tomorrow so I'll feel better

I just wanna stop crying and for some reason tonight I can't it just keeps coming more an more an more tears

DH doesn't understand fully my frustrations an depression from this

an I duno how to explain how bad I really want to share a baby together

its just killing me inside especially after seeing how perfect the SA results were

I just wanna be a fertile girl an its not working....my friend who has ONE tube has just told me she's pregnant tonight for the 3rd time since I've been TTC

No one can understand how happy I am but sad at the same time as I feel I should have at least gotten pregnant sometime during that

but its not happened

I am praying and wanna ask you all here as well to please say a prayer...she had a tubal, then got pregnant and lost it and now shes on #3 time

lets pray its the charm
