Hi Ladies,
After my previous rant I thought I would post my update here! Thank you ladies for your responses and Pixelle for your lovely reply.

sorry your feeling a little low today
Ok, so after seeing the dietician and consultatant at Clinic yesterday (i'm sure I saw you there Pixelle LOL, how bizarre!), they have started me on insulin twice a day - once in morning, once in evening on the lowest dose 4mg. The dietician said she was really happy with my diet, and she would not change a thing. If I was going to be able to control the diabetes with diet and exercise then what I am eating would be perfect, but my body obviously just can't manage. TBH, that made me feel a bit better about what I had been doing and I feel ok about taking insulin - especially if I don't have the stress of high readings. Also my hbh1 blood test (I think thats what its called) came back with a good result, showing that they do think it is GD rather than pre-existing diabetes
The diebetic midwife showed me how to use the insulin pen and I had lots of practise with her. I have decided to inject in my leg as I just can't do it in my tummy. But by the time I got home last night, I was just too tired to even think about injecting myself (got out of clinic at about 4:30pm, had to take my son to streetdance, find a chemist that had my insulin pens in stock and get some food shopping so did not get home till 8.30pm) so just ate a muller light yogurt and banana and went to bed!
So, I did my first injection this morning and it was ok. It hurts less than pricking my finger, I just have to get over the mind bit - I think it will get easier the more I do it. I had a morning blood sugar reading of 5 and then ate one slice of seeded toast with scrambled egg....... tested blood sugar one hour later and it was 8.3

So the insulin made no difference.

It was a bit of a disapointment to say the least.
Then I went for my scan (they could not fit me in yesterday) and it was not such great news. Thankfully my little one looks happy in there, and she is defo a girl

, but she is already very big. Her tummy measurement is on the 97th centile and they estimate that she is already 4lb 1oz. So my diabeties has already has had an impact on her

Also my amniotic fluid has significantly increased and is just over the normal level. I have to wait to see the consultant next week to see what this all means.
So after having a couple of quite positive days, I have had a good old cry again this morning! I think I am going to see if my insulin works this evening and if not try and get hold of my diabeties midwife to see if I can increase my dose. I don't want to wait another week.
Bexy x x
Sending big hugs to you all