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Tree is up ..... CD2 ..... Begining of cycle 11 ..... I just keep sittin here praying that this time next year ill be holding my precious little baby..instead of this wine..I know alcohol is a no no during ttc but damn it a woman needs some comfort. I keep trying to keep my head up .... But its so darn hard. Im constantly on the verge of tears. ....Everytime I see a little baby I think...that could have been mine....that could have been me....I start to think I'm being punished.....for something I did at some point in my life....I feel just so broken. Inside. I keep going to church .... Praying trying to keep it together but I dont know why my heart feels so broken. Due to ovulate Christmas eve ..... Church service and hopefully some passionate bd giving me a long awaited blessing .... I'm just so sad.
Tree is up ..... CD2 ..... Begining of cycle 11 ..... I just keep sittin here praying that this time next year ill be holding my precious little baby..instead of this wine..I know alcohol is a no no during ttc but damn it a woman needs some comfort. I keep trying to keep my head up .... But its so darn hard. Im constantly on the verge of tears. ....Everytime I see a little baby I think...that could have been mine....that could have been me....I start to think I'm being punished.....for something I did at some point in my life....I feel just so broken. Inside. I keep going to church .... Praying trying to keep it together but I dont know why my heart feels so broken. Due to ovulate Christmas eve ..... Church service and hopefully some passionate bd giving me a long awaited blessing .... I'm just so sad.