I know that feeling! Horrible having long cycles and getting the hope just for it to be ruined when you poas! Fingers crossed for you; if you ovulated this month and it's this late, sometimes I think it's better to do a test, as my anxiety makes it take longer for me to come on. I generally start my period the day after a negative result! If this isn't your month, then at least coming on means you can try again sooner. I've got everything crossed for you!